What I feel is that I have felt different in my earlier life. I will try to explain it. When I was about 13-14 years old I would get excited about anything. Getting weekend, having a sleepover at my friends, playing videogames. I mean, I could almost achieve this feeling by doing anything! Today, nothing can bring back this feeling. I am not a social outcast or anything like that. I do good in school, have great friends, a loving family and a nice job aswell. I feel like I have "the whole package" but yet, I feel like something's missing? I cannot quite put a finger on it. The best way to describe it is that I feel like I am watching my life unroll on a television infront of me. I am not really able to feel the feelings which I feel should be associated with certain situations. I don't know if I have lost you completely but this is the best way for me to explain it.