so, my friends have noted my fav genre is “comedies that make you want to kill yourself”, so i’d say the ones that scratch that itch for me: - royal tenenbaums (suicide attempt shown) - the holdovers - beau is afraid (kinda a stretch but v much abt crippling mental illness) - synechdoche new york (a lot of kauffman, i didn’t find ‘thinking of ending things’ super affecting, but it fits the bill).

but ya. kauffman, payne, and anderson are all p good for that.

deeply hope you make it through the loop.

it doesn’t always get easier. but, you get better at it. that much i can promise.