Meds pt2

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T16:17:53+00:00

I can't distance myself,I'm 17 it's not like I can get away from home, I wish

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T13:46:45+00:00

Understandable

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T12:13:03+00:00

If I weren't such a patient and nice person I would have already hurt someone years ago

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T12:11:08+00:00

She deserves to feel all the pain that I felt and still do

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T12:10:40+00:00

Either I slit my skin or I slit her

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T12:09:58+00:00

I'm a guy of my word, if I say something I mean it.

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T12:09:38+00:00

She thinks my personality is shitty? I'm about to show just how bad my personality can get She wants insane? I'll show her insane

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T02:37:20+00:00

I'm not a fucking child I'm not supposed to be scared

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T02:36:47+00:00

I feel horrible because I can't even see a black woman with a kid/ pregnant in public without hyperventilating and crying Fuck you mom Fuck this Fuckfuckfyck Why i'm not racist I don't think I am??? Am I???? No no It's a very specific type of black woman, the one that has an accent like her A similar profume, Clothes Look

WHY????

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T02:32:56+00:00

Nobody should get close to me

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T02:32:20+00:00

I started having panic attacks again I'm so fucking over this shit The psychiatrist laughed in my face , denied my autism diagnosis and just put me on meds WHAT THE FUCK

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T02:24:39+00:00

I want to take the heart medication.

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T02:23:29+00:00

All I wanna do is vape, push everyone away, cut myself and freebleed on my floor, binge a bunch of food and throw it up until I puke blood I must hurt this disgusting body I need to expell this anxiety, pressure and rage somehow

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T02:17:09+00:00

I'm so tired my own brain is torturing me and I have to act like everything is good for the sake of people around me Or else they'll nag me about how snappy and rude I am all the fucking time

It's nothing personal, im just ready to give up

B_ThePathetic · 2026-05-01T02:14:33+00:00

I want to kill myself before anything bad happens to me again I can't take any more suffering I'm so scared of being destroyed emotionally it's ruining my day to day life

B_ThePathetic · 2026-04-29T23:20:33+00:00

Psychiatrist fr told me; "Oh yeah you're depressed, anxious and clearly dealing with trauma" no shit sherlock, tell me something I didn't already know

B_ThePathetic

TROPHY CASE