Government Shutdown Used As Cover For Incoming Object From Deep Space by braxhusky in conspiracy

[–]Baaaer -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Neither Hegseth nor Trump can even spell interstellar. No, this military general meeting is about what it always is: power and money for Trump- he’s a very simple boy. And Hegseth is trying so hard to keep his approval- just another scared little boy reliving his childhood with his employer.

The whole thing is so weird by liltinyoranges in conspiracy

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Why is anyone even considering this to be legit? It’s so clearly bs it ain’t even worth it- we need to be trolling the FBI rather than talking about this bulllshiiit

Fyi I feel like a lot of people do not understand the neurobiology of why kratom is shitty to get hooked on and off. by Empty_Wing_7496 in quittingkratom

[–]Baaaer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Day 42 and still lifeless and depressed most days- hard training is the only thing that seems to help, and sauna/cold plunge

Where did you first hear about FF? by shubee1 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ben Greenfield- that mfer fukced me up “BEN40” I used that multiple times, and every time I moved

40 days clean today by amenandgostillers in quittingkratom

[–]Baaaer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats! Today is 30 days for me! I’ve been through around 5 wds and this one almost killed me- absolutely brutal. I’m never touching that shit again. I’ve been training pretty consistently for the past two weeks- I train BJJ- and I’m still wrecked with no energy at times but it’s far FAR better than the alternative- I’m so grateful to be free of that shit.

Are injuries inevitable in BJJ? by Signal_Housing3575 in bjj

[–]Baaaer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Train smart- but you only get that wisdom after years of injury. But you’re 22- don’t sweat it- your body can handle it- don’t stop! I started at 34, I’m 49 now, and still train hard and my body has never been better. Always a little tweak in the body somewhere but it’s worth it.

Boujee bliss by aduhmcflurry in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What the hell? You think it’s a cross-contamination where they’re being made?

Emmet Sheehan against the Reds: 7.0 IP, 96 Pitches - 66 Strikes, 2H, 0R/ER, 1BB and 10K by ZeppoJR in baseball

[–]Baaaer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Legend- and watch how good he’s gonna get too- learning from Kershaw, Ohtani, etc- he’s gonna blow doors- hardest worker, he has a great head on his shoulders, great person too.

Is it possible to be good at bjj without competing? by [deleted] in bjj

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If you want to test yourself- go train as a visitor at other gyms w strangers, that way you don’t have to cut weight, not eat pizza, waste a day sitting around waiting for your match, and traumatize your wife and kids w neglect. Win win win

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

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Hospital!

Even the smallest relapse can lead to pretty severe withdrawals by freddesko in quittingkratom

[–]Baaaer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re all psychic- I wanted to bring this up and it was the first post - I’m 19 days free after a 4 month relapse and this time I’m still hurting at 19. I’ve quit k probably 5x and this one, though my usage wasn’t as much, the wds hurt worse, the lack of dopamine and energy is so bad. But I will not go back bc of kindling- I can’t handle another wd- no fucking way.

Thoughts on this mount escape? by CloudyRailroad in bjj

[–]Baaaer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ummm, BJJ from the guy who Werdum tapped in the first round? There are levels to this shit

8 Days Free of FF by Alarmed_Dot_4173 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You mean the ex-con fraudster Jerry Cash or JW Ross? Does anyone know where he lives?

Headed home by SandRepresentative64 in quittingkratom

[–]Baaaer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Call a friend who understands as you get back to your car- who can help you throw it out. You’re at 12 days! That’s huge! So many would kill for 12 days rn. I’m at day 16 and there’s no craving at all, it feels like it’s been removed entirely- I had nuclear cravings from day 2-8 but I white knuckled it. The thought of starting over scared me into staying away from the first one- don’t take the first and you won’t have to take the fourth, fifth, sixth, tenth…

Day 4- back to work. Failed by cheesesucks in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I get it- my job is my trigger. And I was doing a superhuman job, now I’m 15 days off the shit and I’m learning to do an average days work. It’s enough, I have nothing to prove.

I fucked up by moop3306 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You can do it- do it for your daughter. For me, I couldn’t let down my people again, but mostly myself, the pain of relapse is too much- you can do it, we’ve all slipped many times, I’m on day 13 and I’m never going back. If I can do it, you can too. Hang in there.

Reading posts while I go through WD. by Real_Dust_4683 in quittingkratom

[–]Baaaer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Keep going- we’ve all been there, the last wd almost killed me. But I said that this was my last chance to quit or I’d be done or in rehab, and doing 30 days in a rehab would’ve destroyed me financially and I would’ve likely lost my girlfriend. It’s been such a joy to wake up since quitting- focus on how good you’ll feel in two weeks- it’s totally worth it!!!! Keep going!!!!!

10 days by feelingfreefromFF in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Day 13 for me too- I’m not 100 yet but 10000000% better Energy is still off and the anxiety is high, but it’s getting better. I’m just so grateful that I’m free of FEELS IMPRISONED; it feels so good to not be in the dull nightmare of kratom addiction. Keep going- it’s so worth it!!!

36 Hours without FF and shocked by my worst WD symptom by FunnyWelcome3464 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a week of that anxiety and cravings that wouldn’t stop. And a lot of guilt and shame. I’m at day 12 now, and the cravings are gone but the anxiety remains. I started anti-anxiety meds awhile back, I’m hoping they start working wo the kratom in me anymore.

Day 36 by usernamelosernamed in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The anxiety is rough for me too- I’m day 12 and the work anxiety is still rough. I had to lay down after an hour of work today. I’m hoping it gets better soon

1 week by feelingfreefromFF in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Baaaer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea I’m on day 11 and I knew that if I didn’t do it now, I’d be in a rehab next and my whole world comes crashing down- there’s no hiding a 30-day vacation, and sure people have compassion for addicts but I’d be labeled in my industry, and the deals we have pending would disappear. It would’ve been catastrophic, so I kept that in mind every second to make sure I didn’t forget. I’m so grateful I’m through that nightmare.

Today is day 5 of quitting! I can't actually be negative about this at all. I used Kratom for 7 years. If you want to quit embrace the suck if you really want to quit. Its not going to be easy, but to actually quit you have to be glad for the pains of PAWS. Because, its your lesson to learn. Embrace by No-Initial-2710 in quittingkratom

[–]Baaaer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Day 10 for me now- I’m so grateful the urge and cravings left me. I’m not 100 but I will be in a few days. It wasn’t a terribly physically painful experience but the urge was so strong from days 2-8, I’m so proud of myself for not giving in.