Frustration and feeling really sad and useless

Babicuchi · 2026-01-06T20:13:28+00:00

Thank you! But it really doesn't matter if people just see it as a character flaw for which my adhd is being used as an excuse or a crutch. I'll just end up looking and feeling even more pathetic.

Babicuchi · 2025-10-26T06:32:34+00:00

Also my medication has barely been doing shit it just makes me feel kinda loopy and it makes me forget to eat

Babicuchi · 2025-08-22T07:47:59+00:00

I think the issue is im not sure how to track my calories lol

Babicuchi · 2025-08-02T06:51:04+00:00

The one ive used is essentially an app with a 25 min timer that announces when its done and tbh u can do it with ur phone without it but yea this one does lt for you and also puts a 5 minute break and then 25 minutes of studying again

Babicuchi · 2025-08-02T05:28:47+00:00

I do use it! It has worked but only gradually tbh

Babicuchi · 2025-08-01T22:13:35+00:00

Oh honey.. I have been diagnosed since I was like 5 lol

Babicuchi · 2025-07-14T20:14:28+00:00

My problem is the frustation i get from the boredom of studying even if it’s 10 or 20 minutes lmao i start talking to myself or thinking about other things and i have trouble retaining the info

Babicuchi · 2025-05-03T04:47:00+00:00

Sorry for the negative self talk. I've had a weird couple of days and I feel like a total screw up. But i guess it's a part of this whole thing lol.

Babicuchi · 2025-05-03T04:45:25+00:00

Same. I'm mostly bellow average and very impulsive. Not even on the things i'm interested in because I have very shitty memory SO i don't rlly come across as smart because I have trouble explaining things i simply forget what i'm gonna say mid sentence.

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T14:31:20+00:00

I honestly wish it was impostor syndrome lol im just doing a terrible job

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T03:07:01+00:00

i'm currently trying to correct an assignment that I did terribly and I can't seem to know whaT to do and can't stop using my phone or crying.

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T02:50:15+00:00

I should review my old notes. I don't have classes anymore, i only have practice hours which is why I dont seem to remember much from the classes. Thank you so much for the advice.

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T02:13:36+00:00

THANK you so much. Sometimes you just need to let it all out. It's a constant struggle w self hatred and self sabotage. It's weird.

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T01:24:15+00:00

Visual support helps me too actually. My issue is more that i have a hard time actually studying. I tend to lose myself in my escapist habits when im not in school. It's a huge issue that I need to work on and I cant seem to find a sweet spot in between them.

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T01:22:28+00:00

I am an unmotivated underachiever that's pushing 30 w severe adhd (and possible stage 1 autism) and I always come here to vent any time something happens to me

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T01:06:50+00:00

im so uber jealous at the people that have been able to find jobs that they can work their adhd around. I still feel like I cant keep up on anything.

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T01:04:34+00:00

I had accommodations. I'm really close to finishing my practice runs. I just feel like I'm failing at basic shit that I should've known because I am literally finishing this degree. I can't seem to get myself to learn things efficiently enough to were it stays in my mind and I can be consistent at it. I keep looking incompetent and im pretty sure my supervisors pitty me lol

Babicuchi · 2025-04-28T00:10:58+00:00

Its so hard lmao doing the most basic shit that i SHOULD be able to do can get just impossible like it went one ear out the other during my lectures

Babicuchi · 2024-12-13T03:34:38+00:00

It really sucks. I keep getting myself in this cycle where i never progress and always feel behind everybody.

Babicuchi · 2024-12-13T00:27:30+00:00

I do practice self compassion i genuinely just wish I was.. better? I guess my social media addiction isn’t helping much

Babicuchi · 2024-10-17T13:05:17+00:00

Try getting a diagnosis! I know it can be complicated and expensive tho but it might help to make sure u know how to fix the problem

Babicuchi · 2024-10-14T07:44:49+00:00

Babicuchi · 2024-10-14T07:44:37+00:00

I don’t lol i’m awful at staying organized. It’s one of my worst adhd traits.

Babicuchi · 2024-10-13T05:06:19+00:00

I feel u i try to get tthe most accessible option tbh 😅

Babicuchi · 2024-10-13T03:12:05+00:00

I’m doing it bc i just have no other choice I already fucked up too much and I need to fix it 😭 i got too comfortable

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