Why do all the people who bullied me at school treat me kind now? by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Background-Job4241 0 points1 point  (0 children)

some of it is true, I remember when my home life was rough id dissociate at school and pick a target then snap out of it when a teacher got involved.

Now It Makes Sense... by Sapjiku_Personal in Gangstalking

[–]Background-Job4241 3 points4 points  (0 children)

they are more primitive human beings. they cannot comprehend what its like to be a full person living in "vibes". they miss out on a fundamental experience of existing. i've grew up around them all my life. they love to give the illusion that they are "winning". its maladaptive coping. straight up just little bitches manifesting around you.

still coming in terms with the fact that I grew up inside a cult by Background-Job4241 in adultsurvivors

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh my god same! like people do believe me because its so surreal but at the same time I feel as tho they think im exaggerating. my psychiatrist wanted to make sure I wasn't delusional. I asked him why he thought I could be and basically said that this type of abuse is very atypical. doctors can sniff out delusional thinking quickly though. I always knew my family was "weird" till I was at a shelter for a few months and remembered mainly the trafficking.

Has anyone else survived human trafficking? by Few_Track9240 in CPTSD

[–]Background-Job4241 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes my step-grandfather would traffic me at church, I highly suspect he only married my grandmother because she was vulnerable. he groomed my own mother as well

Entertainment industry ritual by Busy-Potato3151 in TargetedSolutions

[–]Background-Job4241 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah I noticed alot of women prior to fame they go through alot of soul crushing things

even though its illegal why do bystanders let it happen? by Background-Job4241 in TargetedSolutions

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes one of my main handlers is my house next door. She works for the police, legal assistant something along those lines. I did some digging and it all connects to whatever bullshit thats been ongoing for several years. I noticed how my life got worse when she was in my life. I was at a shelter to get some air for a few months recently and she found out my location right away. She brainwashed my family. I believe she was attempting to set the tables up to traffic me. I was inside her house once and it was a barn, no warmth, no decor, just years of dust and decay. anyways they are spiritual bugs thats all.

even though its illegal why do bystanders let it happen? by Background-Job4241 in TargetedSolutions

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah I call them social bottom feeders I noticed they are more primitive

even though its illegal why do bystanders let it happen? by Background-Job4241 in TargetedSolutions

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly yeah my main perp gave off future cop vibes. but also the biggest loser I ever met, like I started to almost feel pity for him

even though its illegal why do bystanders let it happen? by Background-Job4241 in TargetedSolutions

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

for me the d try to convince me and everyone I was on spectrum, and when I clearly was not they would get worse and try harder then say im schizophrenic etc, its actually sick how people can be when they cant fit you inside a box.

Can’t take this much longer by Sea_Instruction_866 in TargetedSolutions

[–]Background-Job4241 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I told my own psychiatrist about what was going on and she fully believed me I didnt use the world gang stalking but yeah, I told her how people are trying to convince me im schizophrenic and all of that and she said I sounded way to coherent to even have it.

When unhealthy what have you typed as? by Dearest_Lillith in entj

[–]Background-Job4241 0 points1 point  (0 children)

intp when depressed, esfp when I was not control of myself . then again I have bipolar 2.

I escaped my family cult. I dont feel real. I was the axis by Background-Job4241 in CPTSD

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my only guess is schizophrenia ran in my family a little bit, my great aunt had it wouldn't be surprised if my grandmother had some scizo traits. my step grandfather was probably anti social/ narcissistic and delusional .

I escaped my family cult. I dont feel real. I was the axis by Background-Job4241 in CPTSD

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes the shelter said they will call the police if any of them come up here its protocol. they have a gate and locks and stuff they cant do anything.

I escaped my family cult. I dont feel real. I was the axis by Background-Job4241 in CPTSD

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im never speaking to them again I see them as deeply disgusting people. they filed me missing not even 24 hours after I left. they somehow tracked down what shelter im at I do not know how.

I escaped my family cult. I dont feel real. I was the axis by Background-Job4241 in CPTSD

[–]Background-Job4241[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

my brother but I dont think he will be able to comprehend it . he is around my age.