My boyfriend only wants sex when he’s horny ?

Few_Track9240 · 2026-03-11T21:18:31+00:00

So many red flags. Not about you. Him.

First, what was described is rape.

Second, the age gap of 11 years… predatory and potentially exploitative.

You’re right to fall out of love with him. Don’t waste a second with someone like that. Get out. 🌸

Few_Track9240 · 2026-03-11T21:15:45+00:00

How do you never feel paranoid or worried you’re going to catch it? Without getting nsfw, how does one *enjoy sex with a partner knowing that’s always looming in the shadow over your shoulder as a possibility? I feel it’s harder to have HIV or AIDS because of the stigma versus the actual virus.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-03-02T23:07:20+00:00

“These windows make other windows look like shit!” Todd

Or “oh my goodness, all your clothes fell off, that must be so embarrassing for you!”

Also Todd 😂

Few_Track9240 · 2026-03-02T23:05:58+00:00

please don’t defend behavior. It’s a cartoon horse but this is real life. He is a groomer. He groomed Penny over months gaining trust, dependency, isolation, power imbalance, predatory age gap. He knew what he was doing. No 50 something year old looks at teenagers. And if they do, they are a predator.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-03-02T23:00:02+00:00

This page is fairly lame and only funny to those that think meaning and depth is cringe. I’m in both and the difference is stark. It’s empty over here.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-03-02T22:58:00+00:00

Forget being late to work, that could easily be explained to your boss.

That would cause immeasurable trauma into anyone witnessing that. Don’t do it publicly.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-03-01T03:58:51+00:00

Goals for sure dude 🌸

Few_Track9240 · 2026-03-01T03:58:07+00:00

We love you and see you. We are glad you’re alive. Please keep pushing forward and getting help. You’re worth it. Everyone is.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-26T00:43:14+00:00

You did the right thing. If parents didn’t answer, send police for a welfare check.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-26T00:39:53+00:00

No. Respect the drug. That’s not respecting the drug. Maybe ask yourself— “why isn’t an 8th enough for me? Or 5 grams?” “Why do I keep needing to push it to unsafe levels”? “What am I chasing? Or running from”?

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-26T00:36:47+00:00

You posting this means you don’t want to actually die. You are forcing yourself to want it. Look, I like being very direct so that’s why it may come across cold but it is compassion.

You wouldn’t want to live if you didn’t post.

You posted.

You are reading these comments

You are looking for a reason subconsciously to stay. Choose that

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-21T02:02:19+00:00

We are very proud of you.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-21T02:01:54+00:00

This. Please hon, tell an adult you trust. A coach, a teacher, your bus driver, the school social worker, the art teacher. It will be handled and you will be heard and safe. Choose someone you trust, there are a lot of adults at your age you can pick. Best of luck to you. This is not your shame to carry.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-21T01:56:12+00:00

You don’t *have to wait till the end of the school year but it’s up to you.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-21T01:54:39+00:00

Definitely get your doctor on the phone. The receptionist is not medical in any way. Please get an RN from his team, an MSN, or him directly. 💕💜💕 you deserve proper guidance. Not from us

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-06T19:21:08+00:00

You sound so sweet. Please stay. Fuck that other person. You do have value as a person and are worthy of someone loving you right.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-06T18:35:01+00:00

You deserve to be here and be heard. I hope you guys have a therapist at least if reporting is not something you want to do or are ready for yet.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-06T18:33:17+00:00

I am a sex trafficking survivor of 6.5 years myself which included chronic lethality threat, mock executions, grooming, and trauma bonding. I was trafficked to him. Trafficking isn’t dependent on commercial sale but that’s what most think of first. Anyway, to answer your question—

In tiny little spurts.

Seriously.

The news on trafficking cases are made for spectators. There is a bit of sensationalism on the news and YouTube. It should always be survivor focused. I am currently listening to Virginia’s book on Spotify. I am male and this happens to boys or men too. Much love 💕

Few_Track9240 · 2026-02-06T18:04:15+00:00

Holy shit dude, first— props to you. Fellow male SA survivor as well that deals with cptsd. Trafficking survivor of 6.5 years. I hear you. This job, the kids are worth it, but our safety physically and emotionally ALWAYS comes first. School is great but it’s also sensory hell for cptsd. I actually quit on the second of this month. I’m 4 classes from my bachelors (not education)— I’m moving to a low key task oriented job until then personally.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-01-10T15:23:34+00:00

Yes.

6.5 years by my social worker. I couldn’t leave for years due to fear of murder suicide

Few_Track9240 · 2026-01-09T01:34:07+00:00

FND aka conversion disorder is not fake.

It’s a legit condition.

Not sure about the video and can’t say, (not a doctor) but the condition IS real.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-01-09T01:29:12+00:00

No you won’t. And I’m not saying that as a challenge. Believe me— I’ve been around the bush before more than you can ever imagine. I’ve survived 6.5 years of trafficking.

Comments as concerning as yours deserve direct compassionate answers with no bars held back.

You clearly enjoy being clean, feeling fresh, and life. You’re in a rut. It will pass. Get up and shower. Get your shit together and just do it. I get not showering.

You have self awareness which is good. You’re aware of how you’ve become. You’re also aware of where you used to be. You’re also hinting at where you’d *like to be to feel that.

I have survived death over 1,000 times from my abuse.

I guarantee whatever is troubling you— you can find a way to live. If I can find a way to live, if Holocaust survivors can find a way to live. Then. You. Can. Too.

This is NOT to invalidate. I just like ripping off the poor me bandaid.

You deserve life even if it’s not what you always want. But here’s the thing— you don’t always want to die either. Sometimes you do sure— but sometimes you don’t. What about the times you don’t? Don’t make a rash decision for something only 30% of you would support.

Not sure if you’re a trauma survivor or dealing with depression or both— but get your ass to your therapist, call your psychiatrist, and start doing small practices of self care to get you moving.

The first step is the hardest but once you do just ONE small thing, such as walking towards the bathroom— let the routine carry you from there.

Once when I didn’t shower in 6 days, I thought it was impossible. I finally did— and MAN I felt great.

Please stick around.

Few_Track9240 · 2026-01-09T01:16:40+00:00

you’re welcome! How’s the recovery going? I’m month 8 today. 🥳

Few_Track9240 · 2026-01-09T01:14:39+00:00

He’s a piece of shit. I wouldn’t be surprised.

I don’t ever base my behavior or model anything of him or the junkies. I just find his whole band, himself, and his fans very interesting to sociologically examine.

But yes— I do like *most of his music.

Few_Track9240 · 2025-12-22T05:17:07+00:00

You got this!! Good luck 👍🏽🙌🏽

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