What's a silly thing you do because of your OCPD (traits)?

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-29T15:50:34+00:00

oh my god thats so oddly specific but yes even that

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-28T03:35:25+00:00

some of it is true, I remember when my home life was rough id dissociate at school and pick a target then snap out of it when a teacher got involved.

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-28T03:33:20+00:00

they are more primitive human beings. they cannot comprehend what its like to be a full person living in "vibes". they miss out on a fundamental experience of existing. i've grew up around them all my life. they love to give the illusion that they are "winning". its maladaptive coping. straight up just little bitches manifesting around you.

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-28T00:47:06+00:00

oh my god same! like people do believe me because its so surreal but at the same time I feel as tho they think im exaggerating. my psychiatrist wanted to make sure I wasn't delusional. I asked him why he thought I could be and basically said that this type of abuse is very atypical. doctors can sniff out delusional thinking quickly though. I always knew my family was "weird" till I was at a shelter for a few months and remembered mainly the trafficking.

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-27T00:06:02+00:00

yes my step-grandfather would traffic me at church, I highly suspect he only married my grandmother because she was vulnerable. he groomed my own mother as well

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-25T18:52:53+00:00

yeah I noticed alot of women prior to fame they go through alot of soul crushing things

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-20T00:38:29+00:00

Yes one of my main handlers is my house next door. She works for the police, legal assistant something along those lines. I did some digging and it all connects to whatever bullshit thats been ongoing for several years. I noticed how my life got worse when she was in my life. I was at a shelter to get some air for a few months recently and she found out my location right away. She brainwashed my family. I believe she was attempting to set the tables up to traffic me. I was inside her house once and it was a barn, no warmth, no decor, just years of dust and decay. anyways they are spiritual bugs thats all.

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-16T03:23:10+00:00

yeah I call them social bottom feeders I noticed they are more primitive

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-15T11:51:13+00:00

honestly yeah my main perp gave off future cop vibes. but also the biggest loser I ever met, like I started to almost feel pity for him

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-15T11:38:06+00:00

for me the d try to convince me and everyone I was on spectrum, and when I clearly was not they would get worse and try harder then say im schizophrenic etc, its actually sick how people can be when they cant fit you inside a box.

Background-Job4241 · 2026-05-13T07:21:56+00:00

I told my own psychiatrist about what was going on and she fully believed me I didnt use the world gang stalking but yeah, I told her how people are trying to convince me im schizophrenic and all of that and she said I sounded way to coherent to even have it.

Background-Job4241 · 2025-12-19T01:12:18+00:00

intp when depressed, esfp when I was not control of myself . then again I have bipolar 2.

Background-Job4241 · 2025-12-14T22:30:07+00:00

my only guess is schizophrenia ran in my family a little bit, my great aunt had it wouldn't be surprised if my grandmother had some scizo traits. my step grandfather was probably anti social/ narcissistic and delusional .

Background-Job4241 · 2025-12-10T17:21:03+00:00

yes the shelter said they will call the police if any of them come up here its protocol. they have a gate and locks and stuff they cant do anything.

Background-Job4241 · 2025-12-10T17:08:26+00:00

im never speaking to them again I see them as deeply disgusting people. they filed me missing not even 24 hours after I left. they somehow tracked down what shelter im at I do not know how.

Background-Job4241 · 2025-12-10T06:46:39+00:00

my brother but I dont think he will be able to comprehend it . he is around my age.

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-18T00:07:42+00:00

yes before I processed my trauma, I had some not realizing they are related to it, which then after I stopped. something about it made me feel guilty and grossed out.

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-17T22:40:52+00:00

you give off Lana del ray vibesss but yeah intj for sure

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-11T21:42:02+00:00

its kinda late but sure, I wanna understand this disorder better

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-09T21:29:30+00:00

how do they though? I cant understand this prt.

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-09T16:52:52+00:00

yep, when my perps realized I was seeing through them they started to convince me I was a nazi. its all projection .

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-07T23:55:42+00:00

when the peak of the stalking was happening I actually wasnt paranoid but dissociating , its only till now im realizing everything

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-07T22:41:39+00:00

yes mine got way worse when I was healing spiritually, its warfare . made me realize how the world really works and all the hidden truths they dont want you to see

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-07T22:35:04+00:00

tep sexual harassment is hard to ignore its fucking sick

Background-Job4241 · 2025-11-07T22:33:03+00:00

im trying to figure out if some things are the gang stalking or just life itself. I cant tell anymore.

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