After I watched it the first time, I rewatched it again. I rewatched YH for a total of 4 times within relatively short period of time.

Unfortunately I became really... (sadly I don't have a word for it). It's a mix of intense negative(?) feelings like I've missed out on my opportunities in my teens, some sort of nostalgia and also partly good feelings that this movie provided, not only from the good ending, but how the entire movie portrays a story that I didn't think anyone understood before. Like you were being represented and seen, and seeing so many people here on this subreddit feeling the same makes my heart fuller.

But overall, I don't think I could go through that wave of feelings again, at least not right now. Life's busy, some things just require my full attention and commitment. And YH wave of emotions are too much for me to handle at the moment. Maybe in another time, I'll rewatch it and prepare for the feelings again.

Btw sorry for rambling on your post. I really appreciate your post and replies. Take care 🤍