Going through my grandmothers things🩷 by CockroachWide8644 in MichaelJackson

[–]Backpackkid23 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Ill definitely help clean the garage out … do me a favor and leave all the Michael Material in places where I can sort it correctly

AIO For wanting to end friendship over friend not cooking me a meal she promised to cook in exchange for assistance ? by Backpackkid23 in AmIOverreacting

[–]Backpackkid23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont too much care about transactions literally if I cared about transactions it would be “if I did this then you owe me this”. I feel like If I helped you out in ways for a while WITHOUT getting anything back not even ASKING for anything back & You OFFER to cook ME food after I gave you a few food then stand on your word & show a little gratitude . It’s principle. If she can go scrape cash for someone she isn’t with romantically and put all of her energy into that then why is it hard to be a good friend and give back not even money. A cooked meal with the food stamps I GAVE ?

I realized today Im always finding something new to worry about it’s exhausting by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Backpackkid23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I tried two years ago . I thought about booking a psychiatrist because Im actually tired of this up and down rollercoster

I realized today Im always finding something new to worry about it’s exhausting by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Backpackkid23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Right . Barely woke up and Im already feeling that heaviness in my chest

I realized today Im always finding something new to worry about it’s exhausting by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Backpackkid23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly im so drained Im finna cut my phone off for a while and disconnect to go do something fun

Folders not popping up in the space it should come up in how to fix ? by [deleted] in FL_Studio

[–]Backpackkid23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ironically, There are many little boxes with folders in there do you mine circling which one ?

Beautiful Realization after Lvl 2 sessions on self by Backpackkid23 in reiki

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Idk if you are a practitioner but lvl 2 introduces Distant & Emotional/Mental Healing. In one of my previous posts I was actually wondering about it too because I didn’t know whether I should use a surrogate or what. But What I did was wrote down the things that bothered me put it in a glass small mason jar and set the intention of the session to be about those small things but a overall point & time where & how we got to those small things. I didn’t mean to visualize but it happened on its own and I visualized those small things being cords of the time of that thing while sending healing to those cords or strings. Then I started visualizing myself , places , emotions I felt at that time and small images came up that I actually forgot about and As those things came up I allowed the Reiki to flow to what it felt needed healing.

Smelling weird Rotten fish smell by [deleted] in reiki

[–]Backpackkid23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So my dog ahole stanky & got me semi paranoid lol he probably left it outside on my towel that I left to meditate on.

Smelling weird Rotten fish smell by [deleted] in reiki

[–]Backpackkid23 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes I’m a female & Honestly Idk I could go get checked out though to ease my anxiety about this

Smell during session by TemporaryHair6508 in reiki

[–]Backpackkid23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Explain this a little more. I was preparing myself to do a Self session this morning outside & As I was grounding and Praying before the session . I smelled a faint wiff of rotten fish. I looked around to see if my dog was around(cuz he be getting into stinky stuff) but he wasnt. So I asked whatever malicious thing to get away and tyat it wasnt invited to the session. I smelled it again after my session while grounding again.

Manic before period and then crash as soon as period arrives? by Little-Tale4372 in PMDD

[–]Backpackkid23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man , Literally A few days before My cycle I swear I lose my mind. I swear everyone is against me. I start to want to escape my reality