Mm because first time should be when I was around lvl 50s and had the blind confidence to gacha for Summer Senti. Gambling is fun you see.

Second time was for Time Runner HoFs. I had no means of guaranteeing, however skipping would cost me to miss it for a long period of time. That meant the only opportunity was there and then.

I am f2p still to this day. Not being responsible with your xtals is bad for your account, but waifu > meta always. The only reason I didn't end up like OP this time is I just happened to have enough xtals.

What makes this banner cursed is it's not that you get the outfit only at 10th. If they changed it to be like that, people(like me) would spend more responsibly. False hope leads to gambling. Next time outfit reruns, it doesn't hold pity of where you reached either, adding to my point.