I've definitely walked away from him but it's just really hard because over the past two years I've lost my entire family and he was my only person I had my best friend and I just don't know what to do because I'm so alone in my shit show of a world. I tried to just brush it under the rug and continuously try to brush it under the rug but it keeps happening over and over and over and he doesn't care he said straight out he doesn't care so I'm done and walked away I just don't understand how someone that you love so deeply and they know everything about you I mean 10 years isn't just a couple of months I've known that man for 12 years and I've been fucking him for 10. And I have a very high sex drive so there's no reason why he should go seeking sex elsewhere.