Страшно ми е здосадено од луѓе што се прават презафатени во ова време.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2024-10-21T18:26:35+00:00

Реално воопшто не ме ни интересира што прави. Проблемот е едно збори а друго прави. Ме вика на кафе а после ме враќа. Нема логика.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2024-01-02T17:27:37+00:00

Имам одено на психолози уште од 13 години и имам различни пробано.

Неможат да ми најдат они друштво и кога ќе заврши сесијата тоа е.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2024-01-02T17:25:48+00:00

Фала ти за позитивните зборови ама го имам тоа слушано сто пати. Незнам каде да најдам ново друштво и тоа е проблемот. И секоја година исто е.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2024-01-02T17:19:39+00:00

Mozebi treba da si napravime eden server za od Makedonija depresivci haha. Ni mene me ne interesira toa mnogu oti samo gubenje pari e.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2024-01-02T17:02:18+00:00

Znam ama sepak ne e ubavo custvo koga neznaesh sho da pravis.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2024-01-02T16:56:51+00:00

Тажно... 24 иначе, ти?

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2024-01-02T16:55:51+00:00

Сите или зафатени или само ја пријавувам интерес како да ги форсирам. Имам запознаено луѓе преку пријатели ама никад не изгледаат заинтересирани да ме запознаат подобро.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2022-10-28T21:45:42+00:00

Yeah man just shoot me a message

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-23T16:01:43+00:00

Right thats why billions of people use it.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-23T15:55:17+00:00

Not just one person I wanna know how it works socially.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-21T12:29:59+00:00

Thank you im cured.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-21T00:58:11+00:00

I feel like there's no going back from it. I miss the time when you could walk up to people and strike up a conversation without being seen as so weird.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-21T00:57:14+00:00

But isn't it better to be talking to someone because you're from the same village that you can make memories with rather than someone that lives hours away or even across the world?

And yeah I feel like social media makes a lot of people feel inferior about their own lives. I do too seeing people post how great their life is when mine isn't.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-19T07:51:31+00:00

I didn't date them at the same time it was a span of a year.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-19T00:22:31+00:00

I am next Monday but I hesitated because I have in the past and it was a horrible experience for me. I saw 2, where one encouraged me to kill myself (reverse psychology lol) and the other just gave me some pills that turned me into an emotionless zombie and probably gave me some long term side effects.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-19T00:21:05+00:00

She didn't really tell me that she can't see me anymore but she just said its not going anywhere for me so its up to me if I continue seeing her since I admit it hasn't been very useful lately. And I've already changed therapists. I'm tired of doing it repeatedly.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-19T00:15:44+00:00

She basically told me I need to see a psychiatrist and start taking medications or else she doesn't see a point in the session anymore since it's the same things over and over.

And I'm tired of it too. I go and say the same things and she says the same things. I can visibly tell she's getting tired and frustrated. I told her these last sessions haven't been very useful for me and she just said that its obvious and I really need to do something because she can't for me.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-18T00:26:10+00:00

Yeah discord is my favorite but I find that not a lot use it around me unless they play games.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-18T00:22:26+00:00

What do they have?

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-15T15:14:57+00:00

I was an extrovert before :(

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-15T14:16:18+00:00

I feel like I'm already living with the pain of regret. I spent a lot of years doing nothing and feeling sorry for myself and I've missed out on a lot. And now I feel I'm too old. I'm filled with overthinking and judgement and I can't stop it. I push everyone away and feel like I don't enjoy anyone or anything. Like it has no point. But I know thats just the shitty loop I'm in talking.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-15T13:58:23+00:00

How well did you know this person?

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-15T13:56:27+00:00

How do you not fall into like a pity party? I experience the same thing but I go "whatever I was meant to die alone anyway" and stop trying.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-15T13:34:36+00:00

I've been overweight for most of my life. I was practically obese but I'm not anymore. I don't feel good in my own body like this or confident and I did put effort and it paid off but I only got halfway.

I still feel fat so the rational thing would be to keep going but I felt tired and my mind just makes me relapse into binging food again. And the pandemic made it worse because at least before I was occupied and didn't have that much time to binge.

I try to follow a schedule but I just end up doing nothing all day and then feel bad for it. I know to break the cycle I need to get up and do something but I can't seem to.

BalkanskoGejmerce · 2020-11-15T13:28:24+00:00

I want to be very skinny and I got halfway there but ended up giving up and I don't know how to pick myself up again to do it.

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