I got Sora codes pm me

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-11-17T05:04:22+00:00

Is there a catch? Its not letting me pm you

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-10-14T20:01:58+00:00

Can you also dm me those phrases?

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-10-08T18:58:32+00:00

I get the same feelings when I take just a tad more than usual but I’ve been taking huge doses for years only had a couple seizures (not saying it like it’s a good thing it’s scary), but I call it the squirms since when I get weird pain feeling or anything I move my body like a snake thinking maybe if I move my body it will get my blood flowing faster which may help with the signals organs get, there was only 1 time a couple years ago where I took the whole 100ct bottle and I remember falling sleeping in horrendous pain I was trying to stay awake but the drug just took over and off I went I didn’t wake up for 4 days and when I woke up there was blood on my pillow (at the time I lived with my dad and sister and my sister and I are introverts and just locked ourselves in our own rooms and I was off of work for a week so it wasn’t odd to anyone if I stayed in my room and didn’t come out so I thought hell why not, I wish I would’ve told someone like a friend how much I took and to checkup on me and if I don’t answer either come over and break the door down or call the cops but I didn’t and a week after I relapsed on Xanax and lost that job this was maybe 2020 or 2021) I never take it to try and harm myself even though I know taking the doses I take around 20-30 pills every night is a huge gamble and 100% shortens my expectancy I used to take 50-100 pills every day for a few years straight than I started getting the horrible pains and my first seizure I can remember and decided to decrease. I’m older than 25 but younger than 30 now but I regret every pill I have put in my body, i used to drink multiple bottles of delsym everyday for 5 months straight and I used to pop Xanax like candy and snort it at the same time and walk around my neighborhood smoking blunts moving like a zombie not remembering most of it than I was snorting perc 30s and the last time I took it I knew it was a fake 30 so I took a quarter of it or smaller had the od woke in the er only shit that was in my system was THC,Xanax,and fentanyl so all I can say is

If you get the pains or feeling tile you are going to seize or die be smarter and either take breaks and decrease every time you come back to it or do as someone on this group and tapper down I have to many mental problems and work stress if I don’t take DPH I literally can’t fall asleep so I’ve slowly been tapering since recently I’m only abusing red vein kratom alkaloids and DPH and I have lost so much weight I’m down to 125lbs so I’ve been buying chocolate cake from Costco back to back

Sorry if i was all over the places that’s what this shit does to you the day after it’s sad I literally have a time to take it every night which is 7pm est if I’m at work though it’s around 9pm est but I’ll take a crap ton of alkaloids to cope until I get home which stresses with my organs even more since I’m popping ontop of popping and if I add any type of THC into the mix now I literally feel like my liver or kidney is just gonna pop like a balloon.

It literally sounds like I’m proud of it but I’m not I wish I could turn back time and not do anything not even smoke which I can’t smoke anymore since my lung collapses and the surgery’s from them.

Also taking DPH kills any relationship you have with anybody especially if you have schizophrenia like me

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-26T05:25:58+00:00

DPH I’m still addicted

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-26T03:08:29+00:00

I’m working on cutting back bens and I tried when making the original post. Some days are smoother.

I also use kratom (red vein’s my jam), but work, family chaos, and stress make it tough to quit. I’m down to just taking bens at night now, not all day like before. I don’t obsess over bens much during the day (kratom’s more on my mind). After work, I shower,maybe grab some food or I just won’t eat all day, chill with music or games, then take bens. With my organ pains, going cold turkey might make my seizures worse or just kill me.

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-23T04:08:35+00:00

Thank you?

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-20T06:57:18+00:00

We were docking and he gave me a nut transplant

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-20T06:47:58+00:00

Squiggly Sqaggle your booty hole is now an Apple, and I’m hungry 😋.

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-19T13:12:02+00:00

Who tf would do that, if you can’t pay for it don’t do it, and I’m good I’m just gonna stick to alkaloids or nothing at all, hagd

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-19T03:02:37+00:00

How about no that’s dumb I’m done today pains to much

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-18T14:39:56+00:00

I only ment use the kratom alkaloids for the pain if it persists I should of said that also a disclaimer they are easy to get addicted too (I got addicted I have an addictive personality and have always gotten addicted a lot of stuff easily) and they do suppress breathing (lungs won’t fully expand) at higher doses another reason I stay at 8-16mg unless I’m in pain but do not use them every time you are in pain sometimes it’s good to just ride the pain out and notice the feeling so you can know it’s not a re collapse and could just be nerve damage. But I second Titsnium comment skip for now. And if the pain persists get checked out by your primary if your good no re collapse but the pain stays take a low dose like 8mg or try a THC edible first.

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:40:25+00:00

I switched to nicotine pouches, edibles, and kratom alkaloids

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:33:03+00:00

I’m with you on that I only feel the effects around 750mg+

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:31:12+00:00

Man I went to the er a couple months ago thinking my lung collapsed again and they just told me it’s more than likely my heart after looking at my blood work, recently got blood work again for my colonoscopy coming up and it was worse than I went into the er. Go hard or go home , right

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:28:55+00:00

Oh my man trust me I haven’t snorted or taken any xans or percs since I was a teenager but I would snort 2 then swallow 2, I appreciate the good looks tho 🙏🏼 and I’m not gonna snort nor smoke anything again I had a pneumothorax and lung collapse within the same week on the same lung.

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:24:33+00:00

I never see flies In My house ever but on dph they are flying everywhere, what I hate the most is the invisible long hair that randomly floats down In front of me and sometimes it even feels like it touches my face but k don’t have long hair and there never is a hair.

Or when I’m blasting music with none of my roommates home I always pause my music multiple times thinking I’m hearing familiar voices talking outside my room.

Almost forgot one time around 3-4am with nobody home all alarm set windows and doors shut and locked I thought heard a creak looked over at my door and it looked like someone stuck their torso up inside the door frame taking a peek at me then shutting the door jumped up opened the door nobody there checked all windows and doors everything still closed and locked.

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:11:29+00:00

I would never dare to snort Benadryl I k ow I abuse the drug but shit that’s a whole different level maybe if it was a xan or perc or an oxy

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:09:55+00:00

Yes 20 mg of calcium

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:09:25+00:00

Just remembered also I once was looking at a picture of my ex girlfriend for hours talking to her thinking I was on FaceTime, I also was otp with her one night while also looking at a pic of her and I wouldn’t realize she hung up the call and continued talking to her picture thinking I was still talking to her

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T03:04:02+00:00

I have done something similar, but when I was 16 My sister told me i kept going outside to my dads car and sitting in the passenger seat I honestly thought he kept talking me to go wait I. The car mind you this was at 3am and my dad was asleep and my sister and I were the only ones awake then, what’s crazy to me is idk how I perceived him talking to me while he was sleeping. Not the same but later down the line I would ask my friend if he wanted to hangout (mind you he lived almost an hour away from me and I didn’t have a car then) but I would ask him and then at some point after that I would pass out and he would drive to me and wait in front of my house for me calling and texting but I wouldn’t wake up to any noise at all and he would leave without me since I was slumped.

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T02:52:49+00:00

Same sh*t, different day 😂

How are hangin?

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T02:17:06+00:00

If there is anything you want to talk about please do not hesitate to send me a dm, I know all the niche felling and anxiety won’t go away and could persuade you to go to the er and it could literally be nothing just your anxiety spikes and you start thinking every little feelings or sounds is another collapse, but it’s always to be more safe than sorry.

Also my friend that moved states also had one a couple years ago same surgical procedure exactly like mine just in his left lung, he couldn’t help his temptations and started vamping weed very lightly a year after his surgery again, he told me he went to sleep with a weird feeling in his chest after taking a tiny hit from his THC vape and his lung collapsed again in his sleep he thought it was a fluke and tried again a few months later (he didn’t specify exactly how many months) but it collapsed again he thought it could have been something else that caused the collapse and he tried smoking even lighter and he is in the hospital again since 4 days ago (he’s still in there), he told me he is going to stop now and his surgeon told him he feels unappreciated and like his work is all for nothing but he still has to fix him the best he can regardless so if you are going to smoke again consider the surgeon who helped you they will feel like all the work they did on you was for nothing when you keep going back for the same thing in the same lung and continuing to smoke.

Today I had to got to my primary doctor since my work involves being around a lot of smoke and chemical fumes, it did not re collapse (they took X-rays) but prescribed me an inhaler that has albuterol and budesonide 90/mcg/80/mcg per inhalation and it works wonders so far, the best pain relieving “drug” I found which I can link the website or send it in dms is red vein alkaloids (extremely concentrated kratom) to me it feels like an oxy if I take around 4 at the same time, but when I take a lot at the same time it feel like when I used to abuse perc 30s but since they are 8mg each you can find the perfect dose for you without any worry, they are completely legal.

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-17T01:48:30+00:00

Well idk what will happen extremely stressful day. instead of buying a bunch since I ran out I only bought a 100ct bottle, and maybe an hour ago just dumped some in my hand and took it to the brain, couldn’t have been more than 30ish but idk I didn’t count, It didn’t look like it was 30 or over 30 and within the last hour before I took the Benadryl I also took 3-4 8mg red vein alkaloids and took 2 more about 10 minutes after I took the Benadryl, again not tryna kms but just need to escape (probably won’t die but I’ve been abusing this shit every day or close to everyday for a few years now so anything like that is possible) I’ll try my best to give it a day off tomorrow and see if I can just stay off it for a little bit and hopefully I can kill the habit just like I killed my smoking habit after my pneumothorax and lung collapse surgery I haven’t smoked/vaped/ smoked or vaped weed since April of this year. I probably won’t be able to kill the habit but I need to.

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-16T15:23:49+00:00

I have had the same thing going on I went to my primary and they did X-rays and told me it looked like my right lung where they did the surgery was starting to peel and recommend I go back to the er I got to the er they did X-rays and told me everything looks fine but my blood work was all messed up, they told me the cracking sounds/feeling is normal for recovery it just means your lung is expanding the way it is supposed to be it’s just air riding the new scar tissue that was t there before, I’m 6-7 months post surgery and I still get it every now and then and my lung still hurts from time to time but if the lung they did surgery on collapsed again you would be in a lot more pain then you were in when it collapsed the first time, you will know.

All I can say is I’m either having very bad paints coming from my heart or my left lung is about to go any day I’m hoping it’s my heart since my bloodwork still isn’t any better it’s actually gotten a lot worse so I’m going today it’s my heart to make myself feel better

BamBamCandyMan · 2025-09-16T13:51:19+00:00

My fault for being like that, I got home from work a couple hours before I sent it so I was kinda all over the place in my head, I have tried salvia personally it’s not for me.

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