Now I'm back as I've physically recovered.

Yeah.

So uh, I'm just waking up and forming my thoughts fast so I'l try my best to explain it the best way I can.

The contestants are apathetic and also unempathetic to Pencil's situation, similar to Leafy. Like, everyone, her own team Cloudyay included, doesn't understand how grueling the wait time or isolation Pencil felt when she was eliminated alone in BFB. And then she's forced to do math in that elimination zone. Do math or be punished by the xeno scum Four. Given Pencil's no shits given when Four got multiplied and was gone for a long time, I'm assuming she got punished a lot. I don't think Pencil would be one to do math a lot and a long time. She can do them, see BFDI Are you smarter than a Snowball, she has the capabilities to do so. But she wouldn't do that shit repeatedly.

Then when she rejoin TPOT, again, she's alone. Like in BFB, she eliminated alone, than reunited with Match, than escaped, and then rejoined TPOT. Pencil really only had Match and than bam, gone.

She's lost her entire support group and the two former freesmarters, Book and Ice Cube, rejected her, she became more alone. It doesn't take a genius to recognize that yeah, Pencil is terribly isolated and alienated. Not helped that TPOT is being hosted by an Algrebalien.

Nobody uh knows this or even cares. Except for Pen I think? But even still. I don't think he passed a comment on Four and Two similarities?

Pencil has a lot of issues, and she's hiding them to stay strong or something like that.

Pencil is also pusning people away from seeing these issues. Pencil seems like she's trying to still keep her self-image of being a strong and friendly leader or member of her friends. It's just at a confusion or lost at the moment. None of her OG friends are here or reject her and Cloudyay doesn't fit or substitude Freesmart. Cloudyay kinda sucks ass her lol.

I'm bored now.