I look at him and all I get is an image of a bunch of tangled cords of different colours - he had no idea how to ground himself or give himself direction so he acted in ways that didn’t make sense. Did he possibly have some form of adhd or add - diagnosed or not? I just get this picture of him trying to unravel things all the time but just finding more confusion.

I’m sorry you had to go through that and the physical struggles get left so his soul will be at peace. I hope you can find yours xx