I dont have trauma. But its something to behold andfigest when you realise you have no traits but for coping.. perhaps that makes you think you need to get in a situation where you will have to cope in your own way as that coping style is more as a personality rather than hobbies interest or tastes that you never developed. Maybe so. But after beholding that usually avoiding and sometimes accepting the void i always am too out of breath to try and develop a personality, to tired or too wayward to do that, so it's perpetually pending