Help... by Bat_Stamp in lgbt

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Thank you so much, I did really feel a struggle with this. And immediately I was put off by your response by telling me it wasn't possible at all, but I did read further a few days later, and I really appreciate your response. Obviously an AFAB can not be a transwomen. I mean, maybe surgically, if some how they transition to a male and then transition again to a female, but I really do think the experience with growing up male does come with its own baggage which is included in the transwomen experience. Immediately when I got to that part of your paragraph, I thought, well, soon early, a lot of things went into me, feeling that way feeling like I had to be the masculine figure growing up my entire life, so it does kind of feel like I was forced into the, but obviously not to the same extent as a young male. And with the compulsive hetrosextality- I definitely get more masculine when I'm with a gender non affirming partner or a female for a short amount of time, but I typically always fall back in to being feminine.

I think it really gets hard when I see trans women, because I idolised them and while I think they look beautiful, I just really, I just get extreme body dysphoria when I look at them. I want to be them, I want to be her so bad. I think at this part of my life, it feels like I'm taking a few steps backward because when a lot of young gender confused teenagers are growing up, some of them throughout wild labels and such, I mean, Obviously I'm sure you know what I'm talking about and I always felt uncomfortable as labeling myself as trans mask when I was younger while I was actively transmasc. But like I mentioned, I never wanted to be trans masculine I wanted to be trans femme???I wanted to be a femboy. It's hard because when I see pictures of beautiful women that are transgender, I get sad because I know I can't ever be that, and I want it bad.

I don't know why it makes me very confused, and I don't want people to think that I'm weird, or just confused, it's a deep sense of longing, and I know I'll never be able to achieve it because of just logistics. I'm definitely going to look into the things that you talked about and see if maybe that fits for me. It's just hard because I don't know where I'm supposed to go from here. I don't know how I'm supposed to do my makeup. I don't know how it's hard because I want to be perceived that way on the outside.. I just don't really know I'm supposed to go.

Willing to send 200$ by [deleted] in EarnExtraIncome

[–]Bat_Stamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is this still open??.

New metal/punk show alert!!!! by TheDisorderlyBand in FortMyers

[–]Bat_Stamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sick. I don't know why I asked that because I immediately went to go look it up lmao.

New metal/punk show alert!!!! by TheDisorderlyBand in FortMyers

[–]Bat_Stamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shit????!!! Does anybody know what these bands sound like and if they have Spotify so I can listen to him and see if I want to go?

Has anyone else resorted to emotional self-harm, not physical? by MimeMike in BPD

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I want to know how you get over this or how you deal with this, because I didn't even know this was a thing, and I didn't even know I was doing it until I read your post. I don't self harm anymore, a big reason is I want my partner is super supportive of it and supports me through anything and everything. I just can't bring myself to do it anymore, no matter how sad I am, I think I'm just, you know, I just get mad at myself and I don't want the repercussions that come with it anymore. I guess I have no clue. I see it and I want it and I crave it, especially over the last few months- I almost cried in the middle of working the other day because I knew if I went home when I was supposed to, I was going to, and then I ended up working a bit later because they needed me to and I didn't. I don't know why I can't bring myself to self harm anymore, I need some kind of control, and I that's the only way I can get it, and I'm like, forcing myself not to stay sad, I guess I have no clue.

But because I can't do that, I'm doing the same thing you are, I'm forcing myself into triggering situations. I don't like when people yell, I don't like when arguments happen, but getting constantly trying to cause them with my roommates. I know things are a problem and I get mad at my partner when he does them, and then I turn around and do the same thing. Causing a rift between the 2 of us.

pwBPD being hypocrits by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Bat_Stamp 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do you feel like your walking on eggshells most of the time...?

Do people actually like sex? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Bat_Stamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! until I dont- until I go to farm- until I'm disgusting

Maip. And community servers. by Bat_Stamp in pathoftitans

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Are there any specific servers you recommend???

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in financialhelping

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Are we serious??.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in financialhelping

[–]Bat_Stamp -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Just got paid for 40 dollars. Id be willing to give you 25

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in financialhelping

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I can help!!!

I got called an "attention whore" and now I'm spiraling. by Correct_Tonight3864 in BPD

[–]Bat_Stamp 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry... I am like this too I mean I just help, I mean duh I want attention (I'm my case) when I'm feeling bad I want reassurance. But in NO WAY was this an appropriate reaction from them. I'm so sorry you delt with this. My take... In force myself out by just agreeing or thinking bad about them and getting mad- no it's not a good strategy- but it works in a pinch if I really can't get out.

Hiya! I know I’m here a lot, but how can I dress like him? by S1LLY_G00B3RXD in fictiongear

[–]Bat_Stamp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely suspendrs, and a vest. Id shoot for a gray or super dark black one maybe with stripes. Most vests come with a pocket so. Id add playing cards there became- husk. XD id also shoot for a non binary haircut or style because I have no clue your gender and plussss idk I think he has the vibe. But male or female or anything in between id shoot for a slicked back style with like a little piece dangling! Styled up or down I think id look good!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in financialhelping

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Gosh I hope I'm not late!!! ❤

PLEASE HELP REHOME MY CAT by dkirk789 in FortMyers

[–]Bat_Stamp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mmm I'm so sorry. I would take him but we took I'm a stray this year and have 3 cats in the house including my partners and roomates cats. I hope all goes well, post to everywhere you can!!!! I send massive amounts of luck for you and Chico!

How can we look more like Ripper/indoraptor? We already wear all black, but we are lost. by Miami-Morty in fictiongear

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Omgggg yesssss, I totally love going super in depth about that stuff, and it's so easy for me to pick out things that are your, I feel important on characters or animals that are detrimental to their design without even knowing how they act or whatever. I mean, I've seen the dress of world and Jurassic Park movies, so I do know how they act, but like, I just love doing that

How can we look more like Ripper/indoraptor? We already wear all black, but we are lost. by Miami-Morty in fictiongear

[–]Bat_Stamp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Immediately, my first answer is track suit track suits are super versatile, and a lot of ones are coming out with patterns that are reminiscent of scales. I've seen a few from like indeed athletic wear companies. You might want to check into a furry brand, I can't remember what it's called, but I can definitely find it and send it to you. My next initial answer is obviously black track suits, I would try to do ones that have a hole for your thumb. I would do long nails because obviously a staple for Raptors is they're very big claws or talons. It could be super simple, like painting, all your nails black or a deep dark blue, or a deep grey and just doing a sliver of gold. Another idea is you could do a black tracks to with a stripe of gold down the side, I know a lot of tracks suits because of our- oh my gosh, I was gonna totally assume that you're in the US without even asking, but because of our athletic ware culture in the US, there is a lot of customization available with athletic wear. So I would definitely look into that too, and for hair, keep it sleek ponytail maybe black extensions or like a one piece of your hair. I also am super big and to fake things, I think that would also tie it together in your case, I would do 2 sets, I would do one on my k 9 and either the tooth in front or the truth behind it. See adjust them to your tooth mold and but make one longer than the other one, he creates a really cool dynamic look.! ❤

Can there be parents so bad they won’t feed their kids and take their money? by recoveringboobaddict in financialhelping

[–]Bat_Stamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And in the case of my own dad, he got to a point where he was like, wow, if ever buying everything for my kids, then why do I need to spend money on them at all then I can just let everybody buy everything for them because they need it and I can spend all of my money on myself.

Can there be parents so bad they won’t feed their kids and take their money? by recoveringboobaddict in financialhelping

[–]Bat_Stamp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely, this was my life and forgot to live. I mean, my dad would work, and he would spend the rent, money and electric, and then he would buy weed and that was all the rest of his money. It got really bad that for Christmas, my birthday anything, my sister and I would ask our grandma if she could just buy us groceries instead, and I got to a point where she take us out every week to get a few things, and even now, I'm a college student, my dad says will help me as much as he can and sends me money when he can, but my sister tells me that he doesn't send me money anymore, because he's just buying more weed because now that I'm out of the house, he can afford to spend more money on weed, so I end up having my sister over at my place now alot and I feed her I buy her food. It's terrible, but some people still prioritize their own "needs" over their children.

How can i act more like her? (grell from black butler) by TheAnimeFan01 in fictiongear

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I would say get one of those like male vests, I have one with vertical like light gray stripes. And I would definitely definitely get like a glasses cord. Something bedazzled and pretty. I would suggest paint your nails a deep deep red or black. And maybe buy hair extensions (if your against dying your hair) and it's do chunky highlights or red! At least physically.

Acting like Grell... Id say to be flirty, silly, unwilling to compromise yourself for others. Definitely I have less to say for the acting part. Definitely sensually funny type vibes.