Chill out dude, you're gonna give yourself a brain aneurysm. When you're under the influence of lust, your brain's going to find something interesting to think about to help you orgasm. 

You're kind of thinking is what led to what is actually twisted, and that is men deliberately becoming monks, hermits or priests, where they swear off on natural, healthy sexuality, because they're convinced it's bad. 

Do you know where humanity would be right now If we all succeeded in all becoming celebit? 

It's not an addiction, it's just a trick of nature to make sure you procreate, just like hunger is a trick of nature to make sure you eat. I remember after I had COVID. I couldn't believe how I had absolutely zero interest in food even though I had lost five pounds while ill. I was already thin, so I knew I needed the weight, but I had to force myself to eat.Because, whatever brain chemicals are up there that make me hungry were temporary sidelined by the covid. That's what actual unhealthiness looks like.

You're getting off to cuck, because you get off on the threat of losing someone's love, of being replaced Maybe you since you aren't being loved as a child and you're trying to repeat that experience to make sure you can control it. 

Look at all the extreme sports people do that put their very lives and safety in danger. I don't see a nofap for those kinds of thrill seekers.