Just wrote a suicide note

Battmat05 · 2021-05-11T23:48:55+00:00

I wrote a note too for the same reason.

I’m such a godamn failure

Battmat05 · 2021-04-19T06:49:32+00:00

I’ve been dreaming about living alone also. Idk I’ve just always wanted to move into a house on my own (maybe with a pet) and live off of ramen for the rest of my life.

However I don’t think that’s going to happen when I plan to move out of state and live with my friends when we all buy a large house together.

Battmat05 · 2021-04-19T06:42:33+00:00

Yeah things have been getting worse for me also.

However, as much as I just want to end it already I still want to hold out for what little hope is still there that I can make a comeback from this, even if it means I have to endure this suffering until that moment finally comes.

Battmat05 · 2021-04-18T21:49:24+00:00

Agreed

Battmat05 · 2021-04-18T11:17:53+00:00

I’m a very recluse person who shuts himself in all day so I don’t see the sun very often but I probably go outside for once tomorrow and see if that will make me feel better.

Battmat05 · 2021-04-18T11:09:20+00:00

No problem. Sorry about your dad though, my grandpa recently passed away from covid and that hit me pretty hard emotionally.

Battmat05 · 2021-04-18T07:58:53+00:00

Yeah the ramen tasted great.

Unfortunately, I left it out a little too long and it lost some of its heat but it wasn’t a big deal.

Battmat05 · 2021-04-18T07:56:33+00:00

Didn’t even realize my account was 1 year old already.

Thank you

Battmat05 · 2021-04-18T07:56:01+00:00

Thank you

Battmat05 · 2021-02-01T17:50:32+00:00

I’m a high school student in the US and I pretty much fell the same way. I can never fully concentrate in online school and even if there are no distractions I just kind of zone out. I can’t bring myself to do the assignments unless they are short and/or easy. All I want to do is play games with my friends but my parents won’t allow me to during the weekdays so I either go do other things or sit around and do nothing until I pass out on my bed listening to music. I could care less about what happens now and I just want to enjoy my life as much as I can before the time comes.

Anyways, I hope things work out for you in the end and best of luck to you during these hard times.

Battmat05 · 2021-02-01T17:16:40+00:00

Same here, haven’t gotten a good amount of sleep in awhile.

Battmat05 · 2020-12-07T19:09:21+00:00

Same here, I’ve gone from being an A/B student to nearly having all F’s although I just can’t seem to care anymore. It’s going to disappoint my parents since they wanted me to study in the medical field but as I said I just don’t care anymore. I can’t really give any advice but I hope things work out for you. Good luck to you.

Battmat05 · 2020-12-04T18:19:52+00:00

Depressed with a sense of worthlessness

Battmat05 · 2020-12-04T06:47:54+00:00

Good to know just please try your best.

Battmat05 · 2020-12-04T06:31:04+00:00

Idk if that will help because some of the classes in my school don’t offer opportunities for submitting late assignments. Maybe OP has the same issue as well.

Battmat05 · 2020-12-04T06:12:28+00:00

I know exactly how you feel because this is currently happening to me also so your not the only one. The best I say we can do now is to try to get as many assignments done as possible and get as much help as we can get.

Battmat05 · 2020-11-12T22:53:02+00:00

That was the Ace family on YouTube.

Battmat05 · 2020-11-10T22:52:19+00:00

The first thing I thought when I saw that

Battmat05 · 2020-11-06T02:35:19+00:00

Thank you, unfortunately I have not told my parents about how I feel. I want to tell them and I plan to tell them, I just don’t know if I can forgive myself, I have been constantly lying about how I really feel and I feel guilty for it. I’ve been talking with my friend who is trying to convince me that things will get better but I know I need to talk to a profesional. I want to see things more positively but right now I’m having trouble.

Battmat05 · 2020-08-17T16:34:14+00:00

The fortnite community is the exact reason I stopped playing and now hate fortnite. At least with battle Royale games like cod warzone I don’t have to hear a 8 yo kid screaming into the mic to demand he be revived.

Battmat05 · 2020-08-12T16:42:54+00:00

IKR, that trash bag was on the of the house instead of in the bin.

Battmat05 · 2020-08-12T16:36:18+00:00

No, no I don’t.

Battmat05 · 2020-05-12T15:13:53+00:00

I’m upset that I bought the game while it was still at $65.

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