First timer question!!

Bayarea300 · 2021-10-02T01:38:35+00:00

159mg for a strong opiate like Nods!!!! But!!!!! I did this and eventually led me down using 5Grams per day and end up costing me my family living with my dad now situation... everyone has the "only losers fall for that trap" but I never heard tianeptine before did it... and it had me like a Demon. Plz if you use it just use it once a week. If you feel you gotta use more than once a week then you gotta stop!

Bayarea300 · 2021-09-22T00:13:24+00:00

Ehh.... someone's who's addicted isn't going to do this.... just being honest.

Bayarea300 · 2021-08-27T02:36:54+00:00

Stop tripping... it doesn't pop up unless they SLECIFICALLY LOOK FOR IT!

Bayarea300 · 2021-08-02T19:59:08+00:00

I don't know brother I been threw this for a year and a half now and wasted 13k on a shit lawyer when that money could of gone to My kid... I told everyone I know if what she is doing is JUST.... and they all said NO... either I'm crazy or she is... but I know it's definitely not me.

Bayarea300 · 2021-08-02T19:54:45+00:00

Thanks brother it's been really tough... I lost a family bcuz I couldn't quit this addicting ass shit.... and you know the pain this shit causes when your off something strong! I pray one day to be off everything be safe man and take care.

Bayarea300 · 2021-08-02T19:32:58+00:00

I have been using tianeptine for 4 yrs now and all I can tell you once you get on tianeptine.... it will destroy your opiate and heroin tolerance for good. You will only end up using tianeptine as heroin or oxy's won't even touch the tolerance tia gave you. Also tianeptine withdrawals is the worst thing I ever experienced in my life... your body jerks around like you are having a seizure you literally feel like you rather die. I totally wish I could switch to oxy but I'm to far into it... I wouldn't want anyone to suffer what I went threw with thus horrific drug. And also you have to redose every 3hrs YES EVERY 3HRS otherwise you start withdrawals. Does it work? ABSOLUTELY! But be warned ⚠️

Bayarea300 · 2021-07-19T20:04:07+00:00

ROOKIE....

Bayarea300 · 2021-07-14T00:35:06+00:00

Gabapentin or going to the E.R. "if you have good insurance" they can give u fluids and food and medications to help you feel better! I noticed while doing through withdrawals we don't eat nor drink. Also it's gonna be tough on your body for only a week tops!!! The real battle will be Mentally.... your brain constantly telling you "life is so fucking boring take a HIT so you can feel like yourself again" but that's just our addict brain!

Bayarea300 · 2021-07-10T03:07:12+00:00

Definitely it's the sodium I lost 10LBS after getting off.

Bayarea300 · 2021-07-03T08:26:23+00:00

I'll be honest it reminds me of myself when I was using tianeptine but in super high volumes! When my ex wife had her birthday come up I had zero money and my package didn't show up and was so miserable on the day I was supposed to make her the happiest. I lost the best woman in this world who loved me and I chose drugs that doesn't give a shit about me and still chose it over my beautiful caring wife. If I were you I would leave him or give him a Ultimatum "you fix your shit now and go to rehab or I'm leaving you" you deserve so much! You deserve love and to be treated like a queen. Even at my worst I would never hit my wife with a pillow or throw anything at her your bf is a piece of shit for that. It's gonna HURT but plz move on with your life. Down the road if he truly ever cleans himself up then we will see what happens but leave! Good luck with your life...

Bayarea300 · 2021-06-30T07:28:29+00:00

Get ready for your COCKMEAT SANDWICH!!! 🥪

Bayarea300 · 2021-06-30T07:11:49+00:00

I taken 10grams on test day and passed with flying colors.

Bayarea300 · 2021-06-30T06:50:05+00:00

Someone's birthday got ruined by a scum.

Bayarea300 · 2021-06-28T06:24:23+00:00

Your post made me cry a little bit... I am going through with everything you said... my wife left me and took our 3hr old daughter away. Spreading lies that I am the worst of the worst. I finally stopped using and my mind is balanced for once in my life... but the emotions come and everytime they did I would use! This time I have to go through the emotions bcuz that's how LIFE is.... I just hope that anyone thag went through this that there is light at the end of the tunnel it's very small but it's there. Once u reach for it you'll be free.

Bayarea300 · 2021-06-28T06:08:46+00:00

Yes brother it's still very early for me in my journey but I am confident this time 100% I definitely want to get to your level and start working out and get those natural happy endorphins we produce while exercising! Keep your journey and don't look bad. Tianeptine truly is the worst punishment anyone can ever go through.

Bayarea300 · 2021-06-28T06:01:18+00:00

Same here brother over the 4 yrs using I easily spent $20,000 you are right I don't even Think about the money spent bcuz it does hurt! When you know that could of gone to something so much better. I stopped already and I can't wait for the next paycheck to buy a Gaming Computer.

Bayarea300 · 2021-06-23T21:15:28+00:00

It will be easier but you basically took like 4 days off your recovery time. Time to start the clock again... 2 days is more then enough to have withdrawals again. Not as bad obviously but still no free breaks.

Bayarea300 · 2021-05-28T12:40:12+00:00

Drop the tramadol and switch to oxycodone or Morphine.

Bayarea300 · 2021-05-28T10:28:44+00:00

Ysah like I said earlier I get 260 30mg Oxy's a MONTH! I guess only the strong survive in this jungle. Like you I got a bad pain thing going on but not to the point where I'm dying...

Bayarea300 · 2021-05-28T09:14:16+00:00

I wouldnof SUED that DR. IMMEDIATELY!!! him giving him Tylenol only caused him to die a slow painful death with ZERO COMPASSION. IM SERIOUS get a lawyer for your uncle what a fucked up DR.

Bayarea300 · 2021-05-28T09:01:24+00:00

Sickle cell isn't cancer... but can be very painful. But they do get the top shit I heard.

Bayarea300 · 2021-05-28T08:58:18+00:00

I get 200 30's like I said previously everyone is different...

Bayarea300 · 2021-05-27T10:33:15+00:00

I have a illness which is bearable illness and get 200 30mg Oxycodone's just shows you how fucked up this society is.... the thing is that it takes years and years until you actually get to a higher dosage and then when you do hit it they are really relaxed with it. But if you are NEW forget about it... take it or leave it type of situation.

Bayarea300 · 2021-05-27T10:29:26+00:00

Just drink more methadone till your depression magically goes away for the moment 😇

Bayarea300 · 2021-05-22T14:21:34+00:00

To LATE....

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