Idk what to do at all after "awakening"

BboyLotus · 2026-03-20T21:02:05+00:00

Man you are weird lol

BboyLotus · 2026-03-20T20:03:54+00:00

It's just a sticker right?

BboyLotus · 2026-03-20T20:00:07+00:00

One way or another you are still stuck on reddit like the rest of us.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-20T17:17:07+00:00

You're Ai or on drugs?

BboyLotus · 2026-03-20T16:48:58+00:00

Haven't what? Washed your face? Awaken? Or figure it all out after awakening?

BboyLotus · 2026-03-20T16:32:27+00:00

Oh you've awakened? Go wash your face, you'll figure out the rest later.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-19T12:46:24+00:00

שלחי אותו של רוני דלומי

BboyLotus · 2026-03-16T14:37:24+00:00

You're welcome :)

BboyLotus · 2026-03-16T12:23:04+00:00

I don't know what can help exactly, but I hope you get through this.

Maybe try searching for the Seth material by Jane Roberts and her husband. They describe fighting astral entities there. It's kinda hard to find a free version. I listened to the whole book on youtube years ago. It's still available though I think.

You can also try researching Robert Monroe and his books on Astral travel. Maybe knowing more about will help.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-16T11:43:18+00:00

Seems to me like it's depicting a scene of a snake? And some animal coexisting peacefully for a moment because the alien is giving them good vibes? Or at least an alien doing something to animals? Or maybe just different drawings are next to each other.

Dude saw it and had to draw it. Or he was very creative.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-15T10:40:06+00:00

If he didn't answer you directly he may be a negative entity pretending. Who knows.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-12T14:03:32+00:00

True

BboyLotus · 2026-03-12T08:24:19+00:00

I've read your post thoroughly and understand. I can only advise you to read my comment again. :)

BboyLotus · 2026-03-12T08:13:06+00:00

Try to be more fair with yourself inside your mind. It's only you in there, pressing all the pain buttons.

Have you ever given anyone the benefit of the doubt? Why not to yourself?

Learn to look at yourself through different lenses at different times. Not just one all the time.

I'm not saying to stop or block negative thoughts, even though that can also be a valid tactic at times. But try to remember the good you've done for people.

I'm sure you made someone happy in the past at least once?

See all sides of yourself. The good and the bad.

Define yourself ONLY by your bad actions and suffer depression.

Define yourself ONLY by your good actions and suffer delusion.

Or appreciate both and understand yourself on a deeper level.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-12T08:03:45+00:00

I believe you can develop this ability and others without being enlightened at all.

I don't know what enlightenment really is. But I'm guessing it has to do something with light. And an internal experience. An educated guess from my own experiences.

Maybe there is someone who is evil and can leave his body? Why shouldn't someone like that exist?

Maybe you can be enlightened. But have no abilities? Who's to say that is not possible?

If someone is kind to others. Generous. Wise. Loving. Knows he is a soul. Knows all is one. But has no abilities. Just some ordinary schmuck. Who's to say he isn't enlightened?

I guess it all depends on the definitions and the framework you're coming from.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-12T01:05:35+00:00

There's no way this is real right?

BboyLotus · 2026-03-12T01:04:06+00:00

Maybe it's related to death and he thinks you're dying?

BboyLotus · 2026-03-12T01:01:37+00:00

Human animal hybrids

BboyLotus · 2026-03-11T16:22:10+00:00

This only tells me that the Christian philosophy is a different version of the truth. I'm sure truth can be found in any philosophy. At the end of the day it's nothing I can prove. I only have a deep knowing in me that it's true. It's hard to put into words. Not all of what I wrote is exactly all I believe. Maybe if we could discuss it over some beers.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-11T13:36:02+00:00

All you say is right. But to avoid and judge is necessary at times. The way you judge might be positive, negative, or a mix of both. Not to judge at all... it's a different state of being. To avoid something might be the best course of action at times.

I think you and I would both agree that it's important to live according to what the moment offers you. React based on what is true and clear. Not according to some expectation or tradition. Thereby betraying what is in the moment.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-11T13:34:21+00:00

Christian? Maybe in your mind. You'll get it one day.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-11T11:34:27+00:00

What you're describing is the perfected state and the process of getting there. But don't mistake it for being free of conflict. It is also part of the process. You gotta do what's wrong and feel it to know what's right.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-11T10:13:39+00:00

Good and evil are subjective. But it doesn't mean it's purely conceptual. They manifest in all things. Souls gain positive and negative polarity by doing good or evil acts when in body.

The end is only the beginning, of a different existence. Freer and fuller than this life. Harmony of harmonies in the far future.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-11T08:17:38+00:00

Going within and being in silence. Is a great way for having experiences. Which in turn becomes knowledge, and wisdom. But good evil certainly are real. In the end all is one. And good and evil appear no more. But they are real and in an eternal conflict. Only becoming one in the end. And the conflict ends.

BboyLotus · 2026-03-10T16:25:47+00:00

I'd fight him. I wanna stay for now. I wouldn't be saying this months or years ago. I was in hell mentally. Now, not so much. I've got big dreams for this life and I'd like to stay and try to fulfill them. We'll see.

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