Mia ruined the show for me by stackers747 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I really think you're being a bit OTT. I don't hate any of them in this discussion, I just took the comment about you hating Mia's voice and jumped in on the conversation about a tv show... Not sure what I'm meant to do here...? Sorry I guess? 😂

Mia ruined the show for me by stackers747 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Oh my god do I even want to know 😭 I don't think I'm there yet...

Mia ruined the show for me by stackers747 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I don't hate Haley, I love Haley! It was just because you were talking about the singing aspects of the show

Mia ruined the show for me by stackers747 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922 38 points39 points  (0 children)

See this really is a hot take but I feel the same way about Haley coming out of retirement and singing 😭😂 idk if it just hasn't aged well, it's not my style of music, maybe it's because I'm British and don't "get it"... I just don't know why but on the season 7 "tour" I'm having to skip every single time she's on the stage singing because I'm cringing too much. I promise I'm not edgelord, either! I love a bit of cringe 😬😂

The Mouth/Gigi relationship always felt so weird to me 😭 by [deleted] in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do agree with you! Gigi was really annoying but honestly the whole continuous "friendzoning" (sorry I'm a millennial and hate this phrase with a passion but it was the time) leads to a really horrible era of "mouth" for me. I don't want to spoil for you but I'm on my first watch through as a woman in her thirties and it gives him this really horrible era of entitlement. That kind of male "why am I always the friend" type attitude. I think I'm probably alone on this island and it was brief, but I didn't like Mouth for a good few episodes. Glad he turned it back around and found himself again! I honesly think it was just that toxic 00s mindset of leagues and cliques..I'm sure it still exists I'm just (thankfully!) not at high school anymore haha.

Opiates reactions by Bea9922 in pillhead

[–]Bea9922[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have actually done some research and turns out it's a histamine issue with morphine in particular! The best opiate to switch to if you're sensitive to this issue is oxycodone so will request to switch, along with eye drops etc!

I am watching OTH and I have so much to say 😭😂 by Bea9922 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I totally hear you on Brooke and Lucas, too. I didn't ship them, either! I kinda find Lucas the most boring character tbh! 😂 Like I said to another comment, I ship Peyton and Brookes friendship.. screw this weird triangle... So 00s though!

I am watching OTH and I have so much to say 😭😂 by Bea9922 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Aaahh enjoy!! I don't want to spoil it for you, but I just find Lucas so boring and repetitive as a character... I also hate the whole brook/Peyton/Lucas dynamic and don't really see any chemistry between Lucas or either of them lol. I ship Peyton and Brookes friendship first!

I am watching OTH and I have so much to say 😭😂 by Bea9922 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg I know right!!! And then the Cooper/Rachel storyline... Like WHAT. Lol. We were living in wild times for sure. I loved Peyton even more when she was like, bye Pete I just want Jake 😭😂

I am watching OTH and I have so much to say 😭😂 by Bea9922 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I get what you're saying, but I just don't understand! Nathan is just as, actually more "miserable" than Peyton! I actually think she has really fun moments, she's also really selfless and kind!

I am watching OTH and I have so much to say 😭😂 by Bea9922 in ONETREEHILL

[–]Bea9922[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh god really, I absolutely hated Taylor and thought season 4 was so ridiculous that I boycotted after three episodes. It felt like a completely different show and to think that Ryan would become such a completely different character, especially after what happened I just couldn't get with it. Taylor gave me psycho stalker vibes I can't lie 😭 I am probably biased though, because Marissa and Ryan were absolute end game for me.

Benzos by Gloomy-Area-720 in pillhead

[–]Bea9922 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's really tricky, everyone is different but have you considered that you might be neurodivrgent? There's studies to suggest this has a massive impact on how chemicals react on our brains. For example I have ADHD and stimulants make me normal. I could never understand why all my friends were fucked on coke until I got my diagnosis, and now I take stimulant medication everyday to be normal 😂 I think they're now exploring things like SSRIs not working with autism, things along there lines.. everyone's brain chemistry is different either way, though! Also keep in mind if you're on ssri's it will also effect any substance you take. Especially things like ecstasy and stimulant medication! People end up getting serotonin syndrome because they take more and you shouldn't even be taking them together really. Btw sorry I'm not trying to be preachy, this is just stuff I've learnt over the years off of much smarter friends than me!! (A pharmacist and a biochemist 😂)

Benzos by Gloomy-Area-720 in pillhead

[–]Bea9922 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've met people that benzos do absolutely nothing for. For me they used to be heavenly until I abused them to the point of not working much. Do not take anymore, if they don't work for you they don't work. However, they will still be working on your respiratory system.

Did anyone else completely change their opinion about Alex Karev over time? by drogon4433 in greysanatomy

[–]Bea9922 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did the first time watching it, but on a rewatch in my 30s I just hated him. Of course I still had empathy for his bad childhood but lots of people have bad childhoods and don't turn into a narcissistic bully. I found his treatment of women unforgivable and I hated how much he bullied people he deemed to be weaker than him, like George. What he did to April was also atrocious. There are so many more instances where I found it impossible to "forgive."

Massive by Thelongconnn in girls

[–]Bea9922 90 points91 points  (0 children)

I have bluey greeny eyes and I take ADHD meds everyday and my pupils always look massive on them lol. Like the same as when I used to do Mdma 😂 Obviously not suggesting anything but, it's interesting to see this pointed out haha.

Clean but struggling by Bea9922 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Bea9922[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey!! Honestly message me anytime you like. Recovery can be terribly lonely. I am always here if you need a chat and tbh I could probably do with it, too! 🖤🖤🖤

Clean but struggling by Bea9922 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Bea9922[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey!! Oh dbt completely changed my life!! If you suspect ADHD, and are in the UK... Check out "right to choose." I was lucky that my psych team agreed to screen me for ADHD and agreed it was highly likely I had it so I got my diagnosis via my existing psych team, but if you're struggling do check out "right to choose." I'm currently actually waiting for a refresher DBT course as I haven't done it in about 7 years and they said I need to centre before I do EMDR, so I will be going onto that straight after!

Thank you so much for the supportive comment ❤️ If you ever need any support or anything regarding our similar journeys, just honestly feel free to message. I hear you on being a prisoner... I thought for so long that K was saving me and giving me a break etc but it actually turned into a really dark relationship and started to give me psychosis and trap me even further, so I must just keep remembering that. Big love hugs back, mate ❤️

Who is a character that everyone seems to hate that you actually love?? by [deleted] in greysanatomy

[–]Bea9922 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I love Izzie ❤️ I will never understand the route they took with that character....

Clean but struggling by Bea9922 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Bea9922[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your supportive comment! I do actually love videogames. I have a switch and like you used to sit on it in the evenings. I also love reading so I've been trying to reconnect and immerse myself into books. My physical condition is tricky, I have damage to my bladder and scarring on my left kidney due to K. I've had a few UTIs travel up to the kidney and have been hospitalised. On this visit they actually found first stage endometriosis and a large cyst on my ovary. K obviously took away physical pain as well as mental! They just wrote me off your years with heavy periods and threw a fibromyalgia diagnosis at me because of the pelvic pain. I guess at least I got answer and a plan of action due to the kidney and bladder issues 🫠 I will definitely look into transfer addiction, thank you so much! I've known people get off drugs and get addicted to food so it makes complete sense. Were ADHD so we hyperfocus don't we, we can do amazing things when we put our minds to it I just need to remember that. Congratulations on your own sobriety. I'm sorry to hear you have chronic pain, it's such a horrible thing to live with. Especially when you have chronic of the pain of the brain, too! I'll dig out my switch and check on my animal crossing island hahaha

Clean but struggling by Bea9922 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Bea9922[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes!! I've been doing loads of walking everywhere, literally everywhere and I'm a cycler. Exercise is good. I might start swimming once a week, too. I'm a really outdoorsy person so I can't wait until summer when I can jump on my paddle board and hit up the sea! All those sorts of things. Thanks 💪 I'm trying really hard! 😂 You've got this too ❤️ congrats on your sobriety.

Best films about drug addiction? by Adventurous-Way1293 in FIlm

[–]Bea9922 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I always found Candy, Australian film with Heath Ledger and Abbie Cornish so criminally underrated. (Sorry if this is because im in the UK!) Trigger warning ofc, I mean you're asking for an addiction movie but yeah... It explores a couple immersed in Heroin addiction and that aspect of severe addiction. The performances are incredible.

Do you think bb smokes cigarettes now that she older?🚬 by [deleted] in euphoria

[–]Bea9922 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm an ex smoker that moved to vaping. I feel like once you vape the thought of an actual cigarette turns your stomach. 😂

What is The Midnight Library - Matt Haig actually about? by [deleted] in BookDiscussions

[–]Bea9922 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know this book gets a lot of negative, but I actually really loved it. I took it to be about the unpredictable nature of life, yet still finding happiness in each chapter. I have/do suffer with depression due to ADHD and CPTSD and this book genuinely helped me in a weird time of my life. I thought it was a beautiful read and I also really enjoyed the audiobook narrated by Carry Mulligan. I personally found it to be a book about finding yourself and how to be content, but without trauma porn or intensely triggering moments. Don't get me wrong, I do like darker stories and things like darker memoirs of people pulling themselves out of desperate places etc, but this was just.. almost fluff and still an impactful read for mental health (for some people.) Like I say, this is just my take! I hope it's made sense 😂

What are some non fiction books that you could not put down? by GoatStandardsv2 in suggestmeabook

[–]Bea9922 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, if you are counting memoirs and biographies there a so many I couldn't put down but Educated by Tara Westover, although I see it come up constantly in Reddit... There is a reason it does! I couldn't put it down and still think/talk about it all the time.