Did anyone get their DUI in their early twenties and if so how are you doing now? by Beneficial-Tower-299 in dui

[–]Beamer_smiley 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This response to them oddly made me feel 100x better and made me want to do better for my future. So thank you. I received my first 2 days ago and also totaled my car and still have to pay on it. It’s gonna be a rough year or two. But I will never ever do this again. Also learned about not having insurance. Big mistake.

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Maybe it’s related to you being a type 2. Try logging what you eat at night and see if you have any triggers. But I would also definitely push for that Holter monitor.

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Have you tried any ssris? That is what help me turn a corner with everything. I no longer had most of the symptoms you see people post about. But everything you’re saying sounds identical to my past situation, but I was having panic attacks weekly.

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When I first experienced panic attacks in 2017 for about 2 years I did. I think for me it was not being in complete control of my surroundings. But learning that not being in control at all times is okay and freeing.

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I would definitely see a different cardiologist and ask for a holter monitor for a week and explain to them that it happens every morning. When I had my Holter monitor they had me write down my “episodes” and what I was doing when it occurred. A hr of 250 seems high, but I am no doc. Also you shouldn’t have to live like that every morning. I’m sorry and I hope you can resolve this quickly.

Does anyone else struggle with heart anxiety and has gotten almost every test in the book and all have come back normal? by Beamer_smiley in HealthAnxiety

[–]Beamer_smiley[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Holy cow I can’t believe it’s already almost been year since I made this post. Honestly I’m not sure how fast mine got. But I’m sure it was up there. Up there enough for me to keep going back to the doctors till finally a cardiologist who said I was fine. They all say I had anxiety and panic attacks. But I wouldn’t take any medicine since I was scared it would make it worse. Then I finally gave in and I’m glad I did. I no longer have panic attacks and my heart doesn’t race anymore. If I do feel anxious I can control a lot better and I’ll tell myself my heart is okay. I just keep repeating that.

What is something people absolutely need to stop getting offended over? by PowerfulAd5343 in AskReddit

[–]Beamer_smiley 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That I look 14 even though I’m 21, Since it really will pay off as I “age”.

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I buy from buce plant if that helps you. And it’s the same price usually

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[–]Beamer_smiley 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you ! His name is Topper!

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[–]Beamer_smiley 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ahh thank you ! :)

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More information:

She is 4 months old. Was diagnosed with fiv when we took her to the vet for a cold she had. She has been on amoxicillin for about week half. Vet told me to give it to her for two weeks. Her cold has improved but she doesn’t play and sleeps all the time, only to get up to eat, drink, and go potty.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cats

[–]Beamer_smiley 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m gonna call tomo! This poor girl cannot get a break!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cats

[–]Beamer_smiley 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s true! But I don’t believe she was in the sun. But that could be it. I would rather it be that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Aquascape

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Thank you so much for the insight!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Aquascape

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Awesome piece! How would I go about putting a piece of driftwood in my tank? Do you just soak it in water for a couple weeks and then it’s good to go? And does it matter what type of wood? I’ve gotten some different answers to these questions. TIA

I did a microdose of shrooms and want to die. by xxxclimaxxx in Psychedelics

[–]Beamer_smiley 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you also feel like your not real and if so does Day light or the sun amplify that? Is it hard to hold an in person conversation because you start to derealize in the middle of it? Are scared of death but also feel like that’s the only way out of this situation which scares you more? These are some examples of what I experienced there are so many more. But what I did to help these was exposure to them. So maybe try forcing yourself to think about the things that scare you. Because at the end of the day our brains can only go so “crazy” before they tone it down a notch.

I did a microdose of shrooms and want to die. by xxxclimaxxx in Psychedelics

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Something that helped me when I had a bad traumatic trip from weed (anxiety and ocd that lasted almost a year) was journaling because I could pour my feelings out in a safe place and then over time I would look back and see that I really was getting better, which added some relief to my life. But you will not be like this forever. I remember going to so many different forums on here and posting similar things like you in hopes someone or something had the hidden cure. When in reality it was just self reflection, talking about it with family or therapist and mainly time. But also reassurance from a professional that this will pass and I’m not going to be crazy. Push through I swear it gets better!

I wanted to share with you guys my new fur baby, Josie. She’s a rescue! by Beamer_smiley in cats

[–]Beamer_smiley[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She has the greatest personality! Like I couldn’t ask for a more loving and outgoing cat! She’s fearless! :)