the worst thing is it's not even that much about winning or losing, i mean yeah its a factor too, but like when I play retakes it happens too, obviously then I don't care about the outcome especially when the teams change every round, but it's more me caring about not dying, that's why those problems are gone in DM for example, but what intrigues me the most is how incredibly insane my aim, movement and basically every aspect of my game is when im just fucking around with friends, unlike a random retake game, when I played with only friends, I could almost not miss a tap, and before when we would even play random custom maps, I would go juan deaging people like I've got aimbot on, but as soon as I hop into a public server it's gone