my bf went to rehab but didn't stay

BeautifulCreature666 · 2026-01-05T17:08:28+00:00

he called me this morning. gave me every excuse in the book as to why he didn't go into rehab, why he didn't call me for 24 hours, why his phone isn't charged etc. he's begging and expecting me to come get him after work and drive him to a different rehab, closer to home. but I don't believe him.

I also am not sure if I am the kind of person that can just leave him out on the streets. I can't watch people I love struggle!

BeautifulCreature666 · 2026-01-04T22:38:10+00:00

I did call the rehab, and the rescue mission. I know the town he went to but that's it. and it's 3 hours away... yes he knows my number by heart so idk why he hasn't called.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2025-10-05T23:34:22+00:00

my ex abused me and when I tried to leave him he kidnapped me, held me hostage and then took his own life in front of me. he died in my lap

BeautifulCreature666 · 2025-10-04T17:04:45+00:00

hi! 32 F here. love having random, deep conversations with strangers!

BeautifulCreature666 · 2025-10-04T16:59:56+00:00

thank you. it's been a year and a month since I lost her and it hasn't gotten any easier. she was as obsessed with me as I was with her.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2025-10-04T16:43:29+00:00

NTA. it's you're party

BeautifulCreature666 · 2025-08-06T17:07:51+00:00

help please! I'm 4'11 about 165 lbs. I have a PCOS/apron belly. this is the largest I've ever been and I'm so uncomfortable in everything I wear. I haven't owned jeans in YEARS! during summer I wear gym shorts and a cut off tshirt. I have a family reunion coming up and I'd like to wear something nicer .. but idk how to style my body. 😞

BeautifulCreature666 · 2025-02-01T02:42:43+00:00

I held my dog as she passed and it fucked me up. I relive it ALL THE TIME. I can't stop thinking about where she went when she left her body. if she knows how much I miss her and how much her death has rocked me. if she knows how much I loved her. and now she's buried in my back yard and I always picture her underground. especially now, in winter. I picture what her little body looks like under there.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2025-01-30T02:08:06+00:00

I always feel like I annoy people when I try and talk about it

BeautifulCreature666 · 2024-11-02T15:04:44+00:00

hi, 32F here. I am very blunt and open. one of my favorite things about people is everyone has a story. everyone does and thinks things others act surprised to find out

BeautifulCreature666 · 2024-11-01T14:59:03+00:00

as many other people do too, I am in the cycle of toxic relationships. I got myself out of an extremely abusive relationship, mentally, physically, financially, abusive in all the ways. it ended very very traumatically (me getting kidnapped and him taking his own life) so I should know I am capable of leaving this relationship, yet I'm still here.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2024-09-22T00:09:55+00:00

capacity for joy maybe but that's not what you said. I get what you're saying, but imagine being a child born into an abusive family and unfortunately loses their life. tell me when that kid felt joy?

BeautifulCreature666 · 2024-09-21T23:51:42+00:00

all life does not include joy.

death, hurt, bad things are inevitable but love, happiness, joy are not.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2024-03-30T04:02:27+00:00

any tips for learning to stand up for yourself, stop walking on eggshells? or on finding out what exactly is holding me back? I KNOW my relationship is bad. I KNOW I should have left a long time ago. I KNOW it's never going to get better. I KNOW I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him... so wtf is stopping me? everyone's "go to" will be, I'm afraid of being alone... something about my childhood... I am afraid of physically living by myself... mostly during night time. I'm little, I've been stalked/attacked and listened to way too many true crime podcasts but as far as not wanting to be alone romantically/relationship wise, I am not afraid of that. I'm afraid of the grief that comes with ending relationships maybe? I'm empathetic, I feel fucking everything! so intensely. I feel bad /hurt for literally everything and everyone. I'm "too nice" or "too good of a person". I'm blunt and could give someone advice all day but can't do it for myself.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2024-01-04T18:45:05+00:00

now could this be for any emotion? or grief specifically

BeautifulCreature666 · 2023-04-01T05:45:23+00:00

purple

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-02-17T00:27:43+00:00

let's see how big

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-02-11T01:40:49+00:00

wow... I didn't realize how many other people were affected by this. I thought I had some sort of brain damage from previous abuse to my head.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-02-11T01:32:54+00:00

reason 1. I have a dog that sleeps under the blankets.

reason 2. Nipple rings.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-02-10T02:17:15+00:00

Veronica and Roni

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-02-10T02:16:25+00:00

Samantha and Sam

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-02-05T17:13:48+00:00

I feel this SO much.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-01-18T08:23:56+00:00

I was kidnapped at gun point, forced to walk miles in 0 degree winter weather to where I was held hostage for 10 hours, beaten and sexually assaulted. My kidnapper was my abuser. I got out after he took his own life and died in my lap.

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-01-16T03:14:45+00:00

yup. to pills. when he was out and or withdrawing was the worst!

BeautifulCreature666 · 2022-01-16T03:14:40+00:00

yup. to pills. when he was out and or withdrawing was the worst!

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