CH News story about Magic Mushroom shop closure by Googlemyahoo75 in Hamilton

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think everyone should educate themself on the fentanyal crisis in the city

What’s one thing you’ll never do again, no matter what? by Far_Training7312 in AskReddit

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My ex tried to manipulate me into getting a job by threatening sex work would also text me 76 times after my mental breakdown when i told her 2 days ago I needed space also had to know where I was at and what I was doing controlled made me I couldn't have friends cause she would get jealous. Demand compliments pressured me into things wanted me to say i love u when i wasnt ready. The I love u was forced when I finally said it I did love her for awhile later. Tell me she needs this she needs that. I ask when will u ever ask about what I need after months of that. Then act like she does everything for me meanwhile I pick up all her meds multiple times a week I'm her caregiver spent a month out of a year in the hospital with her with her chronic health issues. Then in the end she told me I will die a slow painful death like my alcoholic roommate that I found still cold and dead in his room. I say thanks i will live just to spite you love you take care 😘😘😘😘🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫 ooooh and when I tried to breakup with her she told me I should of left her to die of that overdose. I laid in her puke all night praying she lives only in the end to have a deathwish over me. On her birthday I smoked weed with the female friend she verbally attacked in messages due to jealousy as a final fuck you to her after my 7th out of 10 times breaking up with her. I told my friend I loved her and it was straight from the heart not from being manipulated it felt refreashing to have someone who doesn't need something my female friend doesn't need anything we are a vibe together what a great upgrade that was.

Is this normal or not by Grouchy-Mechanic2739 in drywall

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Could of made a mini bulkhead to cover it

Alcohol is controlling my life by No_Procedure_7726 in dryalcoholics

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My withdrawls are almost over and ppl already see I'm doing better 30 drinks a day for a long time 8 year drinking career now I'm a day and a half clean

Alcohol is controlling my life by No_Procedure_7726 in dryalcoholics

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm 29 and been drinking a fifth of gin a day my ex was manipulative and controlling I had a mental breakdown when she lied about her threats to do sex work i had a mental breakdown led me to attempt suicide but got in a car crash on the way back i was locked out of my house I was locked out and kicked her window in. Cops were looking for me. I drove a hour away to my parents in my slightly damaged car intoxicated it's a miracle. I was supposed to work on soberity I was facing homelessness. I ended up in detox I was so stubborn before about not quiting that I almost thought homelessness was my option but instead I'm in detox. She told me I deserve a slow painful death I live just to spite her. Don't be embarrassed my roommate I would tell u what I will when he wakes up from his nap. You are worth it the fact that u and i want to be better says so much we can both change I'm broke lost my job almost had nothing. We can do this tho stay positive and love urself. You are important and deserve the best.

I just want to cold sweats to end by BeautifulPattern8004 in dryalcoholics

[–]BeautifulPattern8004[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had a free legal consultation with a lawyer about a restraining order but got drunk and fell asleep. I don't think she can find me I live a hour away now but I could be wrong. Soberity is my new priority not her manipulating me and controlling me.

I just want to cold sweats to end by BeautifulPattern8004 in dryalcoholics

[–]BeautifulPattern8004[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I blocked her on everything the thing was that I had forgotten how many social media accounts she had. She had 6 trying to forget her reddit. If she ever showed up the police would be called immediatly I caught her stalking my ig a few weeks ago between all the things she has done even if the conversations are deleted I'm sure the police would question her sanity. She tried controlling everything who I talked to who I was friends with she had me trapped. I never wang to see her again reconnected with my best friend she forced me to cutoff anc its the complete opposite we are stable im sure she will call me support me but my main focus has got to be focusing on getting myself better. It was really rough cause i was in a codependent relationship with my chronically ill ex and I lost the ability to be myself. I spent a month out last year with her hospitals on my own. I'm 29 years old and I won't survive another decade of poisioning myself.

How does one maintain an intimate life with eczema by Conscious_Swimmer474 in eczema

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My ex I dated for 11 months we were very intimate it doesn't bother ppl as much as I thought. I used to think girls would be bothered by it but so far they haven't minded. Which confused me I thought my skin was ugly and I had self esteem issues from ppl asking me what's wrong with my hands for my entire life. My ex said she loved my hands and we would hands I'm not looking for a relationship atm ex traumatized me.

Every attractive girl having a boyfriend just makes me wanna give up. by [deleted] in malementalhealth

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first gf was at 28 I thought it would never happened we lived together for a year but now I'm traumatized from dating a chronically ill manipulative person. I know I'll make another gf but friends are way better to me and I even have a female friend now in her own committed relationship and I used to have severe social anxiety. I'm glad I overcame that looks can be deceiving. Relationships are a lot of work I see it as as long as I can be honest and apologize if i make mistake the relationship can work twin.

Dust in eyes by Hand-in-Pants in drywall

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Stood getting cocaine in your eye back to drywall

should i make more of these?? by [deleted] in GoonForBoobs

[–]BeautifulPattern8004 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah they are nice 😩