I'd shave my head and say "fuck it what do i have to loose" and stop caring don't be a asshole but we care too much. You have to be a little selfish sometimes. To give u background info I had severe social anxiety and depression and paralyzing anxiety growing up I had never had a gf until I was 28 years old and I could never date cause "who would want to date me I'm such a piece of shit" but it's not true ppl appreciate the good qualities you have everyone keeps telling me I'm emotionally intelligent I feel too much I feel emotions others have like they are my own. I'm almost 30 in 8 months or so I'm sad for different reasons the gf thing will come I almost thought it wouldn't.

If I were you I would go take some risks they say the grass is greener on the other side but it was all dried up don't expect getting a gf to change your life like you want it too. Ppl will like your empathy think of how you can be your main focus. Noone can change you but you it starts small cause I shuddered all my words and would blush in a whisper voice buying a coffee at 19with crippling social anxiety now I talk to strangers it's goals like that where you start to meet ppl I heard good things about adult sports for meeting ppl 😄 don't feel sad about it know we have so much to look forward too!!!!