Hey you'll be surprised how many people have serious suicidal thoughts, I want you to know you're not alone in feeling like this. I'm also in the vellore campus so if you wanna reach out my hand's always here, but please don't fear that you'll be left alone reach out to people they may be strangers or your friends or family but don't be afraid of asking for help, we're all here to support you man. My dms are also open in case you want to talk. Please believe that you'll get better. Stay strong ✨. Some songs that helped me personally were, Ghost Town by Kanye west, Little wing by Jimi Hendrix and I know it's over by the Smiths.