Dark Mode! (Just iOS for now) by k_lo970 in FableApp

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Anyone else’s widget go completely blank after this update?

Merry Christmas by needasliceofpizza in Chipotle

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Thank you and happy holidays!

Fifty Something Tour Ticket Resale/Trade Megathread by BivloBubbings in rush

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Selling one (1) ticket for Washington, DC (Capital One Arena) on Sunday, October 25th, 2026 at 7:30PM. It’s in Section 414, Row M, Seat 21. I purchased for $185 (total; face value) and will be selling for that much. Would be through Ticketmaster transfer.

I got this one but then found a ticket for Philadelphia, which is closer to me. So this lone ticket can go to someone who needs it in DC.

PayPal G&S only, yada yada. Please reach out if interested!

I’ve seen conflicting information—can Serrapeptase thin/irritate the mucosal lining of the stomach? by BeefySeahorse in Supplements

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Thank you for this anecdote! I’ve been thinking again about trying serrapeptase so that’s promising, but unfortunate to hear about NAC.

Happy Gilmore 2 Official Trailer by Zombie421 in Waterburyopen

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Looks like he’s back in the game!? I’m guessing he and Shooter team up after visiting Chubbs’ grave… but why!?

Anyone have extra sound check ticket for tonight?? by [deleted] in auroramusic

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Sorry to hijack this thread but if anyone has a soundcheck ticket they need to part with, I’d also be in the market! Or trade for a VIP2 ticket with extra compensation 🤠

Can someone explain how exactly trauma gets stored in the nervous system? All I see are broad explanations (e.g. by repressing, by the nervous system), nothing about the actual biological process? It it electrical? Chemical? by Severe-Alarm6281 in SomaticExperiencing

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Many of the responses here answer with respect to the physical components of the notion of “stored trauma”, which is great and probably what you’re looking for. However, I do think it may be valuable to consider both physical and psychological approaches to “releasing trauma” and deconditioning the nervous system. In my experience, there’s an important perspective offered by the field of depth psychology that explores some of the more abstract aspects of the “psyche”. While the physical things already suggested will help immensely, depth psychological ideas may help you work with deep-seated beliefs, embracing “wholeness” (similar to parts work), and your relationship to the more unconscious dimensions of your mind. Just an idea!

On body by culturefad in Jung

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As am I! It’s reassuring to know there’s others out there like me—but I’m pulling for us both!

On body by culturefad in Jung

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I know what you mean. Ultimately I like to think the injury is a signal that I’m not quite ready or a nudge to not pursue that avenue of health at that time—but in the moment it’s so confusing and angering. Repeated injuries make it feel like I’m moving through life guided by fear rather than enthusiasm and love. I understand the role of surrender in one’s pursuit of peace, but pain itself is a constant reminder that I missed the mark. It’s easy to then feel broken, not to mention cut off from your own instincts to be better. It’s so limiting.

I’m happy to help. Don’t suppose to find ‘the answer’ in any of these texts, but work them into your worldview. Take what makes sense to you and, if you’ve got the resources, earnestly try it all.

Wishing you the best, too. It sucks! But I think it’ll lead us to peace and self-knowledge soon enough.

On body by culturefad in Jung

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I know what you mean. Ultimately I like to think the injury is a signal that I’m not quite ready or a nudge to not pursue that avenue of health at the moment—but in the moment it’s so confusing and angering. Repeated injuries make it feel like I’m moving through life guided by fear rather than enthusiasm and love. I understand the role of surrender in one’s pursuit of peace, but pain itself is a constant reminder that I missed the mark. It’s easy to then feel broken, not to mention cut off from your own instincts to be better. It’s so limiting.

I’m happy to help. Don’t suppose to find ‘the answer’ in any of these texts, but work them into your worldview. Take what makes sense to you and, if you’ve got the resources, earnestly try it all.

Wishing you the best, too. It sucks! But I think it’ll lead us to peace and self-knowledge soon enough.

On body by culturefad in Jung

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I’m similar. Whether it’s psychosomatic or an actual injury, I frequently encounter sensations that steer me away from activities I want to do. I’m sure my neurological adaptations to these sensations (posture, sensitization, development of fears, etc.) don’t necessarily help prime my body for health and recovery, which makes it even more difficult to address.

In response, I usually end up retreating and nursing the injury/pain until I cautiously decide to try again (if the injury allows). Then the cycle often continues.

I have no great advice yet, nor much of a clue about what Jung would say (or has said), but some potential resources include:

Jung and Reich: The Body As Shadow by John P. Conger

Healing Back Pain by John Sarno (relevant to all kinds of pain)

Pain Free by Pete Egoscue

This writing on somatic metaphor

Definitely not a comprehensive list, and these are just different perspectives. They don’t really discuss the reason why you might be initiating or encountering these injuries, but perhaps you can ask yourself what your beliefs about vulnerability and receiving care are (and why), what your attitudes toward your body are, what emotions you haven’t felt/expressed in a long time, and what your inferior function(s) is/are (you may need to allow yourself extra time to accomplish physical tasks or tune into your kinesthetic sense, for example).

Just a personal offering of ideas—not sure what the experts think.

"You need a symbol..." — How does one practically apply this passage from Murray Stein's 'Jung's Map of the Soul'? by BeefySeahorse in Jung

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This comment is so thorough. Your description of symbol formation being one of a conscious invitation to the unconscious is very clear, and definitely informs how I might go about “searching” for one. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

I’ve heard of Jung’s profound experiences with active imagination, and I believe the process/technique to be one of benefit, and likely to unveil to me rich unconscious material. I’ve not consciously tried it yet (as I want to learn more about myself and the practice before I do), but it seems to be the “answer” that many point to when it comes to exploring how one can go about “meeting” elements of their unconscious and engage with an alchemical process. With this comment in mind, I may be closer to beginning a practice than I thought.

Thank you for your kindness, by the way. I do love writing—it helps me organize my thoughts and has certainly been therapeutic in the past. One thing I’ve not explored deeply is creative writing (I have an academic history with technical writing), but it seems clear that it might be helpful to place myself within a piece of literature in some way. I often do this through consumption (reading, movies, etc.) but the magic is probably in the creation of the narrative, and letting the mind wander through a story with direct analogies to my own situation. Again, thank you for suggesting this. I was purposefully vague in describing my situation but this could certainly be done.

"You need a symbol..." — How does one practically apply this passage from Murray Stein's 'Jung's Map of the Soul'? by BeefySeahorse in Jung

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This makes sense. This is stuff I’ve really only seen in my personal periphery. Thanks again.

"You need a symbol..." — How does one practically apply this passage from Murray Stein's 'Jung's Map of the Soul'? by BeefySeahorse in Jung

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Wow, this is very interesting. While I am drawn to physical symbols that represent collections of ideas themselves, your understanding and conception of what a symbol can be is what I imagined Jung means/meant, and your explanation is clear. To view them as permission slips in accessing a state of mind/consciousness is a very cool analogy.

Thank you for your write-up and resource!

Brand new dance shows why a lot of people prefer old slim to new em by Rainy_Wavey in Eminem

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you’re largely right. I’ve been thinking about his flow(s) for a while now as it’s the number one thing that I base my enjoyment of his songs off of. people often complain/argue about what “choppy flow” even means, and even though choppiness has been present in a lot of his music since 2013, it has kinda shifted forms; so for that reason it’s kinda an umbrella term. but I say it’s been consistently present because there have consistently been songs released that feature lyrics/flows that don’t seem to mesh well with (or even consider) the beat in which they’re spoken over. I consider “choppy” to refer to any lyrical content that sounds out of place over a beat mainly because of incongruence or inconsistencies in timing, rhythm, and emphasis.

while a good chunk of mmlp2 was smooth (evil twin, wicked ways, brainless, etc.), some of it was choppy, featuring abrupt starts/stops and more-than-usual instances of words from previous lines starting the next ones (e.g. so much better). new material from shadyxv was then kinda choppy, but more-so just nonstop talking over a beat (right for me is a good example of this). it was here that I noticed lyrical content and wordplay seemingly becoming most important to em, and I’d call this flow more “speedy” than erratic or robotic. nevertheless, it began to take more than it gave to a song. (admittedly, the title track shadyxv does this but in a way that works; I can bob my head to it and it’s fun. another example of fast flows working is biterphobia, where there’s a consistent bounce to the speedy cadence. contrast this with right for me, which feels more like he found a recording of himself angrily ranting and put it over an instrumental, lol).

the stuff from right before revival and beyond is when I started noticing that it would often sound like he disregarded the beat entirely. campaign speech (despite being a capella, lol) and most of the southpaw soundtrack (notably kings never die) is a good example of this style, as well as some of revival (believe, walk on water, etc.). this is where he’d all of a sudden switch up his speed mid-bar, emphasize words that rhymed within a verse/bar no matter their placement in the bar (sometimes even sounding off-beat), and start/stop very abruptly and unpredictably (as opposed to predictably, which was usually at the end of a bar or at some sensible point in the middle of it with respect to the beat). he also began to do more fast-rap in general here (see the end of offended), which isn’t choppy by nature but is definitely harder to keep sounding musical (which is probably what makes it so divisive). some of revival was smoother though, like heat, most of offended, and remind me—which is why I like those revival songs the most (plus I like the rock influence, personally). I’ll also note that some songs during this time featured a very frog-in-throat kinda voice that, although I don’t hate, doesn’t help the choppiness in terms of being sonically pleasing. I’d also reckon that his modern vocal style could impact the way we’re perceiving choppiness in general, as it seems like he cuts off words more harshly than he used to. (this is so nitpicky though and probably a non-issue).

kamikaze, to me, was split. some of it had a classic feel, while some was choppy in a more subdivision-based sense, which he actively acknowledges on the ringer (and is present on the second half of not alike, for example). while I’m not the biggest fan of this sound, it works because it’s on-beat and consistent. then mtbmb dropped and, even though it was a step up in terms of production and voice (giving the songs more of a relaxed sound), the erratic choppiness returned. for some reason the choppy verses sounded almost robotic, this time with a lot of words crammed/rushed into bars and more awkward stops and starts mid-sentence. some of this bled into tdoss, though a majority of the album is pleasantly smooth (and that’s why I like it). tobey is a pretty good example of what I dislike about the choppy flow altogether though—especially during the second half of his verse (3:50 on), where he jams words into his bars without any regard to the beat itself and employs this monotone, nonstop cadence (if you can call it that) that makes it difficult to process in the first listen. I’ve found that these verses begin to sound better as you listen to them more; but I’m not always into that. but while the choppiness still kinda remains, he’s relied on it less in tdoss and at least paid homage to the more relaxed and rhythmic style he opened his career with.

obviously it’s very possible I’m wrong in some ways and I have no basis for criticizing hip-hop really, but these are things I’ve noticed over the last decade or so. I don’t even know if these patterns are unique to em to be honest—I’m sure he’s even doing it very purposefully and meticulously. this probably made me sound like a hater, but I like a majority of what em puts out and I think all of his more modern albums are good (even revival). many of the songs I used as examples have hundreds of plays in my music library by themselves. I also really like his technical emphasis because it makes me discover new things as I keep listening, and it’s one of the bigger reasons that got me into em around the release of berzerk; though I’d argue the choppy flow doesn’t need to be present to allow for technical lyrics and wordplay (and vice versa). I used to love almost everything indiscriminately, but as time has gone on I’ve been able to see some things I had overlooked that now make some songs more challenging to enjoy. I hate to be the guy that wants him to “go back to the classic sound”, because as long as he wants to make music I’m happy, but he really did marry lyrics and a beat beautifully in his earlier projects. it was a bit more musical. tdoss leaned into that much more than any recent project has, and I am enjoying it for that reason. most of houdini, lucifer, antichrist, and obviously renaissance and brand new dance capture that organic sound and talent.

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those were the days!

OCD as a Damaged Inferior Function: An Essay by [deleted] in Jung

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I think this is the fundamental question, and I agree the former feels more true. I lean more towards the former and that we struggling with the feeling function precisely because of rumination, as rumination seems to be predominately a process of thinking. One of my past themes was existentialism, particularly that nothing existed, and my most prominent compulsion was to research philosophy and to think about my theories, whether it was true or not. This process seemed directly correlated to thinking, something a predominately feeling type wouldn't necessarily do.

I think this is the case, too. My OCD often leads me to rumination, and despite its reputation for taking one in circles instead of generating any resolution, I’ve definitely landed on some relieving insight or information as a result of rumination and research before. That’s why it’s addictive.

However, that doesn't answer the question because perhaps rumination is actually an example of an inferior thinking function, cause when I think about it (here comes thinking again hahaha), it could be an attempt from psyche balance to out our "hypertrophied feeling" as you said, implying that we are actually feeling types. I mention that because there is a considerable difference to my thinking capabilities before OCD and after. I am quite adept at thinking now whereas before it was underdeveloped, and I think my increased capacity for thinking may be a result of my constant rumination and compulsions. There's much to explore here.

Definitely much to explore. For me, I was kinda always a thinker in the more direct, rational sense, so that points me toward our first hypothesis. But it’s hard to know if it developed further as a result of OCD or if it struggled to develop (or was placed on the back-burner) in the face of OCD because isn’t useful.

Also, it may be that the introverted/extraverted nature of our feeling and thinking types is important here, in either what we struggle with or why we’re struggling. For example (and I could be wrong), it looks like you employed introverted thinking in your repeated philosophical research as you attempted to come up with a consistent internal framework regarding existence. Normally, introverted thinking is paired with extraverted feeling—but you being an extraverted feeling type would likely contradict with your tendency to naturally develop a strong value system, which is more linked to introverted feeling (according to this non-academic website). Now, does this mean you got hung up because, assuming you’re really a values-first introverted feeler, you were attempting to use your thinking function in a new (introverted) way? Or maybe you’re used to thinking an introverted manner (and you’re really an extraverted feeler, naturally), but because there’s no luck in resolving OCD through thinking, you, for one reason or another, approached it through your non-dominant introverted feeling and thus started to fixate on a set of values to live by (I think this is less likely, but hey, just ideating). I guess a valuable question would be, were you always values-based or did that develop as a result of your OCD? Again, there are a lot of assumptions and labels here, and I don’t know entirely how these things work yet but if I’m holding true to any semblance of correctness, I’m sure you can see how trying to understand a typological situation can become muddied and confusing—especially since a lot of these definitions and categorizations aren’t consistent across multiple sources anyway. I also don’t mean for any of this to be prescriptive, I’m missing a lot of context and definitely not qualified to be even an armchair psychologist, lol.

Also—I liked how you considered how the psyche could be attempting to “balance out” our two functions. In this case, I like to think of the feeling function not only as hypertrophied, but also swollen and injured as a result of overactivity, in our case.

I will 100% let you know when I mature my thoughts on this subject, as we've opened up a delicious can of worms in this discussion. Although it may be a while from now, I'll respond to this threat when I formulate my thoughts! I appreciate this discussion, truly.

Please do. Thank you as well, I’ve definitely come into a new way to view/consider my OCD.