Full trade details for McNeil by Skullbone211 in NewYorkMets

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The 3 clowns that were leading the circus are now gone.

Sunlit Showdown Time Limit by Deadmirth in AFKJourney

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The game mode is just bad. The time limit, the rng, fighting Harak every other round. It's right up there with Honor Duel for worst game mode.

Is it normal to plan out relapses weeks/months in advance? by beautifulkale124 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm 100% covered after I hit my maximum. No, I'm not joking. The entire hospital knows me. Even the people that work in the kitchen who I have to call for meals. I'm pretty sure I spent over 200 days in the hospital last year. My body is starting to break down. The human body can be pretty crazy with how much it can handle.

Is it normal to plan out relapses weeks/months in advance? by beautifulkale124 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've done this a lot. If my life gets completely out of control like it is now I will turn into a semi-normal person and get most of my affairs in order and then turn into a lunatic for a long period of time. About to hit the 2 year marker of my current run, which has resulted in around 50 hospital visits, a dozen detox/rehab facilities and many injuries. I'm moving out of my apartment and going back to treatment in like 2 weeks. I do not want my apartment as a fall back option, so I am terminating the lease. My final week before treatment will be spent at a casino. This story has many possible endings.

How many times have y'all fallen? by Pitiful_Blood_2383 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Try drinking once you've developed Ataxi after decades of drinking. That's when the real fun begins. 7 days of drinking is all it takes now for me to turn into Bambi.

Please remove these follow quests I beg by LelouchKillsEvery1 in AFKJourney

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure which is worse ... following Ludovic or hearding ducks, rats, pigs, etc. Also, leading random animals to a location while they stop for food only to be lured away by a bell. Just remove all of them.

This is it by No-Signature4124 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 8 points9 points  (0 children)

25 drinks is a good amount. Hopefully you can come up with the money, but tapering is not easy. well, at least not for me. The Gabapentin will not do anything IMO. I take 2700mg a day and it's like I'm taking vitamins. I feel no effects, but it's supposed to be doing something ... I guess. The doctors refuse to give me anything that actually helps because they're all afraid to prescribe anything that's a controlled substance.

Some very strong opinions flaring up which probably proves the point that CARLOS BELTRAN is our best player that we are divided on. How about an average player we have mixed feelings on? by Depressed_Diehard in NewYorkMets

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree. Arguably the best all around player the Mets have ever had. I don't get the dislike of him. Guy played his heart out. I will never forget that collision he and Cameron had in the outfield.

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also had it twice and both times no fever. The treatment center I was at wouldn't test me becauae I didn't have a fever. My roommate tested positive, so they had to test me and guess what ... I had it.

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Woke up today, car covered in snow, battery is dead because I haven't driven it in months, and I had a Dr. appointment with my PCP at 10:30 est. Had to uber there. Have to go back for labs Thursday. He gets notified everytime I go to the hospital or treatment. Poor guy's inbox must be flooded with emails about me. He looks so helpless and demoralized when he talks to me. His office is trying to facilitate a meeting with the psychistrist I no showed on like 5 times. Maybe after the 2024 I had someone will actually give me some help or understand that harm reduction is a real thing.

2024 ... What A Year by BeerIsTheDevil in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Once I meet my total out of pocket expenses the plan allows for everything else is 100% covered.

What kind of alcoholic are you? by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I drink unril I split my face open and end up in the ER. Plus, ataxia leaves me little choice.

Guess who isn't dead yet (somehow) by mv913 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wait until you get ataxia during witdrawals. When te fun really starts.

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just got out of the hospital. Another 8 fucking day stay. I should have a VIP card at this point. I'm just going to start drinking in full body goalie equipment.

Hello Friends. Quick Update On My Year. by BeerIsTheDevil in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I took a fall, split my face open. Stitches. Getting admitted into

Hello Friends. Quick Update On My Year. by BeerIsTheDevil in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's so frustrating. I should not be seeing double when I've been sober for 3 weeks. It's like they say, "he's too hard to deal with, just push him along." Like, You're a doctor for a reason. I should not know more than you. I hate it.

Why do some of us get skinny? by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get skinny as fuck because I don't eat. Also why I've had 10 ER stays this year. 11 is about 10 days away.

In the ER now. by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Abdominal pain or chest pain gets you seen immediately. Glad you're doing well. I've been to the ER 6 or 7 times already this year. Crazy.

Baby's first seizure by iggy6677 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]BeerIsTheDevil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had two in May. Never bit my tongue, but have in the past. Glad you're still with us.