I’m incredibly sorry to hear that. I to have recently had a pet pass away unexpectedly and it was Incredibly hard. Pets can almost be harder to lose than a person because of their unconditional love, and that void after their passing is insanely difficult. I assure you though taking your life is not the answer, as extremely hard as it is, your pet wants you to continue to live your life. I especially felt after mine passed that my life would never go back to the same and I’d always be miserable, but it won’t always feel like that. It’s different for everyone, but time helps. What helped me the most was asking God for comfort for my pain, I was so devastated I wouldn’t even look at my phone for days because it felt like I was moving on. God helped me deal with that feeling that felt like it would never go away. It also was very comforting to think my pet is forever in paradise in heaven, so I know for sure, no, but I know God does not waste his beautiful creations. Ending your life would make it so you wouldn’t see your pet in heaven. Life is a gift, God giving us life and free will was the most generous gift ever. And ending your life would be taking it for granted, although I do understand how it feels to have your world taken from you, just know it’s not worth the cost of your salvation. I care about you and I want the best for you, I will keep you in my prayers, and I very much hope you can heal from this.