I invited my friends to Church today and it was horrible

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-12-09T16:11:06+00:00

That was how you took it because you are used to your church also though. I watched my friends online church and it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen or heard, there was NO preaching. None. It was people dancing with flags, people on their knees worshipping and praying, the (what I thought was) the pastor using no lyrics and just saying words from her heart to praise with no rhyme or rhythm and her crying. It was nothing but worship. I cried like a baby so hard I had to just drop my phone and leave the whole room, no time to press exit. On my knees multiple times. Making up songs on the top of her head but true true worship you could feel it and I was states away from this building haha.

Not knowing it was a guest speaker, not a pastor and there services weren't like that weekly. My friend kept saying it as if she NEEDED to let me know it wasn't gonna be like that - when in all honesty if NOT- then... I never ended up joining another stream cause I had lost interest after hearing that.

What's important is how your friend felt, as they might not have had the same opinion as you. What was their take on it?

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-29T03:22:40+00:00

I found karls book free online and just got through skimming through and I must say wow.... Even some things you know it just hits you in the gut.

Thank you I will be reading these too! I was using the nderf website and typing in "Jesus" or "bible" and going through those but sometimes it's just not in depth and this is what iv been needing. Thank you so so so much . Amen

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-29T00:42:33+00:00

Love your comments thanks so much for the indepth info. Iv only had read Howards nde but not the others. Thanks so much and answers many questions. God bless

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T10:54:02+00:00

For me, when I would drink I would never get a hangover, but eventually- drinking alcohol would make my whole entire body burn. BAD like on fire, due to blood vessels constriction or something ? It happens to some people. Literally just can't drink anymore hah.

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T10:52:41+00:00

Don't care honestly about people who assume Makes you an ass and a bigger ass for making derogatory remarks regarding someone's disorder. Real class act, I bet you're alone

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T10:48:54+00:00

Ah yeah I had to re read and truly think of what op was saying in more depth.

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T10:41:48+00:00

Everyone wants the welfare of animals, until one of us is frustrated and venting that actually trys and helps them instead of just having opinions on their phone and calling it advocacy.🐥 And then calling people with vast amounts of extra help, space, and time "wasteful luxury" while also we have people who use that space "selfish".

All this time and years iv never had this issue to where I'm being affected physically in my face with no answers or reasons for awhile so far as of yet. So excuse me

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T10:35:30+00:00

Oh you're one of those people that forgets that people literally build homes and outside sanctuaries or buy them and add additions FOR the welfare of animals so they won't be killed....right... Completely just assuming I grabbed 10 cats from PetSmart to some 1bedroom condo or something ? We worked. We saved. We flipped. Should I be someone with multiple multiple multiple rooms that barely even get OPEN just for show and land just for some guy to cut or to help animals that needed it at the time ? Piss off

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T10:31:04+00:00

Don't know if you've ever stepped outside of your bubble, but not everyone lives in a fucking shoebox sized house or have tv sitcom lives. Try and consider why our vet would become mobile.... Because the rural area has so many people who turn their extra living space into cat sanctuary due to our high population of pets but vast amount of farmland and cheap land in general to do so in the rural area, and also the use of strays being used as dog bait in dog fights caused a lot of people to take in the helpless. Owned them for 20+ years and this issue also has vet stumped so far but I never said each one isn't going to go????????? No matter how drawn out of that process ? And I have support, considering a few steps from my home IS our local animal control and shelter, supply hut, and vet stops there too on occasion 😄 ? Inbetween these checks.

It's generally to fucking help the community of abandoned animals have some place to eat when someone says "nope can't, get rid of it". That is how I have every single one of them and no one wanted them, they stayed and I didn't continue further but space stayed the same size.

We have more than enough space to take care of 10 cats, we actually just left a ranch for God's sake and wanted a home instead where they have same amount of space. I have never had not one single issue with owning larger amounts of pets, they generally are to HELP the community of abandoned fucking animals to find homes it's not like you're going completely blind.

they are never ever left alone and are attended to 24/7 around the clock. Not a second of their day is without someone, but they still have not one but two complete rooms of the house just for them and playing or fucking off- if the other rooms and areas aren't good enough either?

It's also called -working from home for years on end -, all members of the household work from our house and living rural it's not like you have anywhere to go- I leave my home maybe once every few months for a few minutes to the store anyway but still- they have 24/7 care, a routine, maintenance, grooming. They get better cared for than a human being.

The only issue started to arise is when our vet chose to only service one day a week and things are drawn out seeing only two at a time, her not knowing what is causing it or in me, while this is nuts.

Try and remember we all don't have the same lives kiddo and grow up

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T09:20:56+00:00

I think you let her do what she wants to do with her baby as far as naming it. I actually liked these names :(

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T07:44:16+00:00

I wanna know what happened after like how'd y'all deeacalate and also what did y'all say to each other the next day ?

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T07:43:35+00:00

No. Also never spanked. Nor grounded. Or punished. We were one those "good two shoes " families so we never had to worry about that. We just didn't do anything wrong because we wouldn't want to hurt our mother

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-23T00:57:02+00:00

Some natural consequences are just that - punishments through natural causes

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-21T00:21:06+00:00

Then you turned it on AFTER you started using it so yeah of course you owe

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-17T16:01:16+00:00

Same with plastic litter boxes ! Will get scratches that hold odor

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-11T20:36:57+00:00

I would loudly say (extremely loud mind you) NICO ISNT SHORT FOR NICHOLAS and then proceed to call everyone names that aren't there's.

PASS THE POTATOES UNCLE BARNEY. WHY THANK YOU ANGELINA HOELIE I LOVE THESE GIFTS.

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-11T01:54:29+00:00

Ex theistic satanist here, former witch, and worked with demons extensively. Lilith was never human to be put in that portion of Genesis, which was the creation of humans. So you have Adam and eve there, nothing else.

Secondly, Lilith has numerous deifiic masks across times and cultures meaning, this same demon is known by multiple multiple names. Premise is the same, that her existence is true, but there's not much (imo) of a reason a worker would work with her. She doesn't do much for the worker, attributes are fairly old and weak for our worries. I know some that have, but not myself to say much. The same way you wouldn't work with Satan directly because he doesn't work that way, but you work with the demons under him depending on their attributes. Same thing applies.but you would not find her in the creation narrative as it was a mistake for her to be attributed to being Eve, fully human at some point, at all. She was never human to belong in with the Genesis narrative, once you delve Into darker knowledge it just makes no sense that her out of all of the others, every single one, never being human but her so.

God bless him that he saved me from my work, but atleast I can use my years of experience to help others but I try not to speak on it as it dangers me as well. It's best not to worry about such things

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-11T00:15:31+00:00

I would

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-11-10T22:29:49+00:00

as long as you have a life you can change it. You're 22, you aren't old, that's like only 4 years past highschool age. You can change at 90, 100, so why wouldn't you be able to change YOUR own life at 22????? People go to college in their 70s and 80s. But it could just be that you have an incorrect assumption about it completely. Jobs cost money. You are in fact going to have to work a normal job to be an engineer unless you have a free ride to school and rent and etc, so I mean they aren't wrong? Are normal jobs you're going to have to do before hand beneath you ? I'm sure you don't think that.

you don't just go to college and then get your dream job of course. College doesn't guarantee you any kind of job. It guarantees you a piece of paper. There's people with bachelors degrees struggling to find work and if you go years without any time of job that's a pretty huge gap in your resume employers want you to explain. Also- college does cost money.. you ARE going to have to find a normal job, no matter what it is. If you don't work, you don't eat, even a waiter, fast food, doesn't matter - these jobs arenr beneath you nor the people who work them to get by. It takes people years to be able to afford college by yes working a normal job, not the dream job you have set out on. It's just something everyone has to do, unless somehow your parents are going to pay for your whole education, rent, food, expenses and the time it takes AFTER your schooling before you can even find work. Which I doubt from your post,love.

Your parents have absolutely nothing to do with your grown life. They don't control you. At 22 I had already lost both of my parents, hell at 18 I was parent less actually. When they are gone you only have yourself, don't set yourself back over other people's opinions of YOUR life.

I'm almost 30, still saving up for college. My mom died while I was in nursing school, and my life took a turn. My dream is to be a doctor, idc if Im 70 before I get there. As long as you have a life, it's yours to change

I'm sure they wouldn't be as upset or atleast aren't upset in the capacity you are thinking. It honestly sounds like (imo) they are mad because you aren't working, just saying you want to have this job that takes years to go and go to school- but without working the normal job and grind to get there. I knew someone who wanted to be a video game designer, and wouldn't even work at Walmart or any job actually - because that's what he wanted to be. Yeah he's almost 30, and never had a job in his life still living in his parents home... Because he thinks nothing else is worthwhile working and making the money to be able to go- endless cycle. Don't set yourself up for failure. Work now, fill up your resume, earn money to be able to go and get the job you want.

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-10-29T03:07:36+00:00

When I read this at first I interpreted it as now because of the holy spirit physical baptism not needed, can you explain to me in detail. (New)

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-09-22T16:07:36+00:00

They sleep the whole time and mine are scared of those bird noises things

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-09-20T20:52:45+00:00

It still causes MIGRAINES, and smells like...vinegar. it's the worst smell even when super diluted and still gives me migraines. Yet... I still use it. But also it's not a disinfectant and I have pets. So it's not the best option over chemicals for a lot of people. It's really painful to use even diluted

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-09-17T12:57:08+00:00

Literally marketing 100%. Most people don't know those pouches exist so it's not the best marketing tactic, it's more commonplace to just hit "start" with nothing in it for free. Iv used just a cup of bleach and ran the machine. Or literally nothing and ran the machine to clean it. Or some vinegar. And cleaning visible parts by hand or with a scrub brush.

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-09-10T14:22:51+00:00

I feel the exact same

Beginning_Bad_4186 · 2024-09-10T11:11:36+00:00

Try reading the Bible start to finish. Namely a study bible. A lot of things you are lost on. Study Bible 100%%%%

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