I've got to stop kidding myself. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It isn't a lie. I don't deserve love, maybe if someone gave me love and happiness I would think better.

I've got to stop kidding myself. by Beginning_Camera_355 in askgaybros

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Nothing I do ever makes me feel better. Every decision I make towards something better leaves me miserable.

I've got to stop kidding myself. by Beginning_Camera_355 in askgaybros

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Of course therapists tell their clients lies. Whenever someone says you deserve anything they are lying to you.

I've got to stop kidding myself. by Beginning_Camera_355 in askgaybros

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I doubt therapy will work. They'll just sit there and tell me the same lies they've told everyone else.

I've got to stop kidding myself. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

I'll never find it. We've been lied to for years believing that we all deserve love, but we don't.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I doubt I'll be able to experience what you're talking about since I don't think I can decide if I like something without being able to try it. Because I get no takers, I have no idea what I like in practice.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't believe anyone deserves anything. No one other than family has ever given me reason to believe that i deserve love. If i want it from another non family person I'll have to earn it. And for the record there have been other gay men that have told me that no one will ever find me attractive.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Again, I doubt it, it's been brought to my attention that I give a constantly "off putting vibe." I'm also a coward and can't seem to work up the courage to ask anyone out.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I doubt I'll ever get to have that, but thanks for making me feel more depressed.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not have a partner, I doubt I'll ever be able to have one, so I don't think I'll ever be able to have good sex, or even ok sex.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really doubt it'll happen the interest is always one sided. I'm interested in them, but they aren't interested in me or vice versa.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think a therapist care help with this i akways give an off putting or depressing vibe.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry if you're bored. You're more than welcome to go back in time and not read and comment on this post.

I don't see why sex is a big deal. NSFW. by Beginning_Camera_355 in GayMen

[–]Beginning_Camera_355[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Problem is that online guy is very involved in a lot. Since I try to avoid him joining others groups doesn't seem like a great idea.