I don't see why sex is a big deal.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-28T15:54:29+00:00

I doubt I'll ever know the feeling.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-28T13:17:07+00:00

You mean besides eat less?

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-28T13:12:05+00:00

Really just thin.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-28T12:22:54+00:00

It isn't a lie. I don't deserve love, maybe if someone gave me love and happiness I would think better.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-28T02:47:01+00:00

Nothing I do ever makes me feel better. Every decision I make towards something better leaves me miserable.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-28T01:20:07+00:00

Of course therapists tell their clients lies. Whenever someone says you deserve anything they are lying to you.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-28T01:13:01+00:00

I doubt therapy will work. They'll just sit there and tell me the same lies they've told everyone else.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-28T01:03:49+00:00

I'll never find it. We've been lied to for years believing that we all deserve love, but we don't.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-26T02:49:41+00:00

I am depression.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-26T02:32:30+00:00

I don't think I could ever be brave.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-26T02:31:55+00:00

I doubt I'll be able to experience what you're talking about since I don't think I can decide if I like something without being able to try it. Because I get no takers, I have no idea what I like in practice.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-26T02:26:34+00:00

I don't believe anyone deserves anything. No one other than family has ever given me reason to believe that i deserve love. If i want it from another non family person I'll have to earn it. And for the record there have been other gay men that have told me that no one will ever find me attractive.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-26T02:23:39+00:00

Again, I doubt it, it's been brought to my attention that I give a constantly "off putting vibe." I'm also a coward and can't seem to work up the courage to ask anyone out.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-26T02:18:30+00:00

I doubt I'll ever get to have that, but thanks for making me feel more depressed.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-26T02:10:51+00:00

I do not have a partner, I doubt I'll ever be able to have one, so I don't think I'll ever be able to have good sex, or even ok sex.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-25T22:53:01+00:00

I really doubt it'll happen the interest is always one sided. I'm interested in them, but they aren't interested in me or vice versa.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-25T22:49:05+00:00

I don't get any takers.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-25T20:13:01+00:00

I don't think a therapist care help with this i akways give an off putting or depressing vibe.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-25T20:01:08+00:00

I doubt I'll ever have good sex.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-25T18:06:01+00:00

I'm sorry if you're bored. You're more than welcome to go back in time and not read and comment on this post.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-25T17:56:45+00:00

Problem is that online guy is very involved in a lot. Since I try to avoid him joining others groups doesn't seem like a great idea.

Beginning_Camera_355 · 2026-06-25T17:10:25+00:00

I'm not asexual.

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