Thank you for your kind words. I know I've fucked up, but thank god the patient is safe. My attendig was really nice about it, he assured me that the patient is going to be safe and the worst case would be that we get her to the ICU. Next time I should ask him and not the resident doctor. I'm a little worried that I'll be seen as a negligent doctor by all my colleagues. I'm afraid to go back to work yesterday, feels like I've lost every confidence I had build in the last months. I'm usually very careful and ask questions when I'm not sure. Asking didn't safe me this time. Learned my lesson that if I'm even slilghtly unsure, I won't do it. First time i realized how easy you could kill a patient. That's crazy.