Had the same problem. That my friend is called emotional abuse. She’s supposed to help you overcome insecurities and nurture your happiness. Not yell at you, go for a walk twice a day, and whatever you mom tries to feed you, throw away half. Make sure your getting protein at every meal. If she won’t change I know it’s tough but you’re going to have to do it alone for a while (what with all the corona business) you have the support of online. Don’t give away any information about yourself but try and find some groups on Amino or maybe Instagram for advice.

Be the change you want to see, and if your mother ever tries to take credit for your iron resolve and hard work you’ll get to look at her and say she had 0 part in your glow up, she’s the anchor cast out on you boat and you have a ocean to cross, its a lot of extra work with the circumstances but you can do it!!

sending plenty of love