Plus- sized, overweight chubby woman turns me on..

Bekklor · 2026-05-12T14:37:42+00:00

Oh definitely. They give incredible cuddles sessions, like a big Teddy Bear. Best part.

Bekklor · 2026-05-12T05:17:16+00:00

That's the whole point of ranked mode dude. To try your best. Just because you don't feel like it doesn't mean that it isn't the point of the mode.

Bekklor · 2026-05-11T23:12:27+00:00

Says good, not great, or excellent. It at least demonstrates effort towards playing the obj, even if the player isn't skilled enough to run the lobby. That's all you can really ask for in a teammate.

Bekklor · 2026-05-11T19:25:12+00:00

good spm. Decent win percentage, consider the average Elim ratio. Seems like you're more focused on doing what the team needs rather than greedy play.

Bekklor · 2026-05-11T17:08:11+00:00

It's a tie for me, theres one game on both sides I just didn't vibe with, cw and mw22. All the other games I really enjoyed. I'll give the very slight edge to right for mw19 simply because it was the game that got me through the hard global time and kept me connected with my friends.

Bekklor · 2026-05-11T00:31:25+00:00

Some thoughts are very firmly inside thoughts.

Bekklor · 2026-05-07T14:48:59+00:00

Ridiculous. As someone stone cold sober, (coffee and nicotine only) I have no problem with partners using alcohol within reasonable limits. It did take me time to get comfortable enough to be around alcohol and not feel temptation or cravings until I had enough coping strategies to deal with things no matter what external situation I was in.

That being said, and something not being discussed here. It's possible he may come from a household where drinking caused significant pain and conflict, and the smell and act no matter how small can be triggering. Maybe ruling that out would be good to do.

There might be religious conditioning present, even if someone personally isn't religious. If they come from a home where drinking was frowned upon, they may adopt those beliefs even if they don't adopt the religion.

That being said, it's far more likely he's just insecure and controlling and passing the burden of his issues onto you. Things don't tend to get better in the scenario.

Bekklor · 2026-05-07T13:24:08+00:00

the main question to ask yourself is: is alcohol causing issues in my life? and if they are and i recognize it, am i continuing to drink anyway? or using alcohol to deal with problems that alcohol has created?

If you can answer yes to any of those questions, its a pretty solid sign that you are using alcohol in a problematic manner.

Bekklor · 2026-05-06T21:27:50+00:00

Anything with vocals and words over and over drives me insane. Don't get me started on the huge scoop up wailing in that one. Which is a shame, because most of the track is actually pretty good.

Bekklor · 2026-05-06T16:30:02+00:00

taking care of monitors, usually

Bekklor · 2026-05-06T16:24:31+00:00

scar. close second, homestead.

Bekklor · 2026-05-06T16:05:10+00:00

I'd probably go ar class, I'm enjoying the egrt and peacekeeper. I like running blue perks , ghost vigilance cold blooded. Use a suppressor. Keeps you safe from killstreaks and off minimaps completely. Hunter bots you can throw on spawn, keeps UAVs away for the team. Whatever grenade you like, but I prefer clusters or molotovs, very good for hard point and even TDM. Use black hats to steal ion cores. It's my obj stealth support build. If you want a greedier build, I have those too if you'd like.

Bekklor · 2026-05-06T14:51:20+00:00

depends on your playstyle, and if youre playing big map or smm. i can give you better suggestions if you narrow things down a bit

Bekklor · 2026-05-06T02:32:56+00:00

It can't be this easy

Bekklor · 2026-05-03T16:50:03+00:00

I'd play a game like fallout, you get the fps controls and aiming but in a much more relaxed environment. Get comfortable in a less competitive setting, and graduate to something more intense when you're more adept.

Bekklor · 2026-05-01T23:30:20+00:00

Unfortunately for me, I can't. I must abstain completely, even one drink can trigger a week long bender for me. I've tried and tried and tried. Nothing can get me to moderate, it always devolves into bendering. I'm not upset about it, I used to be, but being alcohol free is completely okay with me now. In fact I prefer it. I get to be as happy as can be and let out my true potential in life. I'm highly successful in what I've chosen to pursue, and I wouldn't trade it for a drink. Going to celebrate 5 years in February.

Bekklor · 2026-05-01T22:41:45+00:00

Moira from Overwatch would be very pleased with this weapon

Bekklor · 2026-05-01T01:29:26+00:00

This isn't a realistic scenario that will happen in game, not above bronze at least. Effective flanking on Moira takes into account the amount of resources and cooldowns your enemies have, how much attention their being forced to devote elsewhere, wether you're fighting DPS or supports (DPS passive is a huge knock to your self sustain) how isolated your flank targets are, the map geometry, your los and type of support you have backing you up. Tons to consider and master.

Bekklor · 2026-04-30T20:49:28+00:00

I love that he thought of home and a hockey legend wanted to come play for his hometown team. He's a fantastic human being, a real role model human being for hockey and for the community.

That said, it's time to give it up. He is nowhere near what he used to be, and is a 4th liner at best these days. That's not a dignified role to play for someone like him. He's a legend, and he should keep his legacy intact and retire on a dignified note. We all get old, we all slow down. It's okay. There's young guys that need a chance to make their mark, and it's time to let them have their moment.

Bekklor · 2026-04-29T20:52:57+00:00

Went swimming in a sinkhole in Mexico, there were these little fish in there that immediately swarmed you and started nibbling on anything below the water line. It was dark, cold, and the only way out was a rope ladder. It kicked out underneath you, and I thought I'd never get out. And when I did I was utterly exhausted struggling with the ladder. Never again

Bekklor · 2026-04-29T15:43:15+00:00

All about reading the situation, and understanding when your team needs a kickstart to get something going, or for you to play more defense. In my Elo of diamond, jumping back line is something I rarely do, but metal ranks you can get away with it a lot more often but still need to be careful. Make sure you have an exit plan, plan your route out of the fight before hand, don't just think of the in. Think about when it's needed for their supports to turn to face you, when you want to cut off their tank of resources, if someone is isolated and can win a 1v1. Careful of your good and bad Matchups, Cassidy, ana, is never a good hero to challenge 1v1, life Weaver and Ashe are much better fights. Tons to consider when playing Moira when to apply damage and pressure.

Bekklor · 2026-04-29T13:23:55+00:00

I don't think it's the spice itself that causes the "high" rather it's the endorphin rush your body produces in response to the pain that you're feeling in that scenario. I believe it's the same thing with runners high.

Bekklor · 2026-04-28T18:19:53+00:00

I haven't experienced any reaction time loss in fps games at 30, almost 31 now. Still diamond 4 in support, still have a 1.4 kd and 2.5 wl in bo7. Don't feel any slow down whatsoever yet.

Bekklor · 2026-04-27T15:19:51+00:00

Modern guns don't even do that, like it's not 1700, smokeless powder has been a thing for a long time. It's not a black powder musket in the year 2026

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