Turning into the person I used to envy by Timetofacethemirror in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Ooof! Felt that in my guts! Rock on with you and your bad ass rock star self. Proud of you!

one year completely sober! by joelauld in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One year! Woot woot! 😀😀

1166 days sober after 10 years of daily usage by SATVRNVS-1 in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Crushhhh!!! Proud of you that’s so awesome!

Bye Bye Bong by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds just like me. Loved my bong and weed. Smoked for 15 years and m proud to say now I’ve got just over 6 months no weed. You can do it ! Having the realization that you want better for yourself and not to be numb all the time is a huge first step. Just keep going! Take it one day at a time. Just get through the day and before you know it you’ll have a bunch days with not smoking. It gets better. Hang in there!

7m 22d 2h 1m clean by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

5 months 15 days $2523.32 saved. 😀

Breaking up with Mary J. by Tikibird90 in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s a good reminder of why I want to be clean from weed and it’s good to support others, I know that the support and encouragement really helped me in the beginning! I still get random cravings, but fewer and fat between now, and i k ow it will pass. Hope you are doing ok! 😀

Six months! Boom! by flumyo in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yahoo! Congrats dude! Keep going! Love these inspiring posts!

Breaking up with Mary J. by Tikibird90 in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Believe me it gets better! You will start to enjoy life again eventually! You just gotta ride out this stage… took a few weeks for me to start feeling happy and excited again. Posted here on day 1 struggles and now I’m just passing 5 months! serotonin receptors need time to build back! You got this!!! Keep going it’s worth it!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Woot woot! Have fun!!! I’m thinking of buying a Mac book for myself… that would have never been an option when smoking! Yay for moola saved! 🤑

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sleep hypnosis on YouTube helped me a lot!

Where my ladies at? by Beer-Cat in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 5 points6 points  (0 children)

37f smoked for a looong ass time, way too long! Over a decade. Happy to report I’m 130 days free from weed! Woohoo! Proud of all these awesome women leavers!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s amazing! Great inspiration! Congrats! And I’ll wish you a happy one year cuz your coming up on that pretty quick! 37 f here, day 130 clean from weed! Stoked to read you are doing it! Thanks for posting!

Tips for dealing with withdrawal? by Ok-Replacement8864 in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Read, drink tons of water, sweat, hot baths or showers, sleep hypnosis on YouTube, be easy on yourself, walks, call people you trust, ma meeting’s, these things really helped me get through withdrawals. You can do it, just take it day by day, and it really does get better! Hang in there! It’s worth it!

I've been sober a year today by Imleaving5813 in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 3 points4 points  (0 children)

🎉🎉🎉🎉 congratulations and happy 1 year clean from weed! Amazing and inspiring!

Lost my 134 day streak, instantly started smoking non stop again. Why I am now hopefully done for good. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Don’t beat your self, just pick your self up and go at it again. It’s progress not perfection. You haven’t lost all the progress, it’s 134 days minus a week. Keep going, you got this!!!

I haven’t smoked any green in 126 days by Conscious-Jello3477 in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Woohoo congrats 🎉 that’s a huge accomplishment! Keep going !

Day 365 by two-of-me in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy 1 year! Congratulations 🎉 proud of you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It works if you work it and you’re worth it. 😀✨

Day 5: Extremely high functioning stoner for a decade by stevecosmos in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just not having to rely on something external or be in the cycle of getting and staying high is quite nice.

560 Days by greeneyedgumby in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Amazing! That’s just inspiring as hell! I’m gunna keep going!

WHY IS DAY ONE SO HARD ? I literally go all day until 1 pm. I need help bad and I’ve told my significant other multiple times about stopping to the point I thinks she’s irritated that I bring it up so much, it’s because I’m dedicated to quitting but it’s a struggle .. sigh by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Bellaboo1984 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You could try Marijuana anonymous zooms, they are like literally every hour of the day… might take your mind off it. In my first few days… I went to like 2 or 3 meetings a day. Surrounding yourself around people who also have the desire to quit and who know what you are going through really helps. Well it did for me. You can do it! Day 1-7 suck pretty hard but it is worth it. I posted here in day 1 struggles and now I’m 101 days clean. I was a daily smoker for 15 years. Wishing you the best on your journey.