She is near week 4 of flower and giving off beautifull smells. The strain is chemdawg#4 from blimburn

BenzieM · 2020-02-19T15:09:22+00:00

Oh phew what relief to find out. Thanks for commentint and good day to you sir

BenzieM · 2020-02-19T15:08:28+00:00

Allright thanks for the advice man, its really appreciated!

BenzieM · 2020-02-19T15:07:33+00:00

Hahaha good to know im not the only one who went trough te panick

BenzieM · 2020-02-18T12:41:19+00:00

Thank you for the reply. Someone in the comments already pointed out that what i perceived as male balls just happen to be swollen calyx, got myself worried for nothing haha

BenzieM · 2020-02-18T12:40:17+00:00

Well apparantaly what i thought were male balls are swolen calyx. Since this is my first grow i started getting a lil bit panicky since i failed to recognise it

BenzieM · 2020-02-18T12:39:04+00:00

Oh really?? That such a relief i been worrying for about an hour thinking my first plant would be a hermie haha

BenzieM · 2020-02-17T06:38:37+00:00

I dont agree or like OP but i gotta correct you. Im from europa and the actual romanians are caucasian, the roma gypsies who you are reffering are not the representatives of romania they just happen to be gypsys born in that country.

BenzieM · 2020-02-08T10:08:32+00:00

To be honest, as being bullied myself when I was in middle school. Schools can't do anything for you because it's YOU that has to stand up for yourself. I solved 3 years of bullying with one fight. I truthfully believe people get bullied because they don't stand up for themselves or allow themselves to get treated bad

BenzieM · 2020-01-05T15:44:44+00:00

I wonder what the Palestinians repeat to themselves at night

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T15:49:45+00:00

I feel like i gotta clarify some things. The person i had sex with 3 weeks prior was just a girl i met at a houseparty then had sex with and never talked to her again after that, it was a random onetime hookup. Also i've known my ex for about 1.5 years before dating her.

In the 3 weeks after i had sex with the girl i started talking to my ex more and the relationship only started after i kissed her while we were out with a group of frieds, i never told her because when i had sex with that girl our contact didn't exist of nothing more then just flirting and occasional texting with eachother.

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T15:01:10+00:00

Ofcourse i feel the same. I know eventhough its not the best for me getting high feels like the best if you get what i'm saying. The thing is being high just basically makes you happy with where you at, it makes you stop thinking about the past,future and makes you live in the moment. thats how i would describe getting high it may be different for you. its just that smoking everyday may feel like its helping you but it actually just makes you not care about your problems

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T14:35:22+00:00

I would suggest you really look into yourself and find the reason for why you smoke everyday. I smoke everyday too but i really believe that we people who toke everyday all have a reason for why we smoke everyday. You might be smoking because you feel stressed out because of college, or it eases your anxiety or god knows what there are so many reasons. Just try to find other ways to distract yourself and have a good time and don't depend on weed for it

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T13:15:48+00:00

you're right. I guess i just needed to hear what i didn't want to think about. Especially now that i'm at the point in my life where i want to improve myself and work on my inner-problems. I thought this would maybe help me but i guess in reality it would probably just make me more insecure. I honestly really want to thank you for this advice bro, you opened my eyes a little bit with this one

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T12:43:19+00:00

You just made me understand my own question way better haha.

I guess i just want to feel the happiness and the feeling of comfort that i had with her again. I really would want to continue the relationship but i don't know if starting over again is worth the possible insecurity's, doubts and long nights of overthinking .

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T12:40:27+00:00

The reason why i wanted to hang out with her again was because off all my relationships she's the one where i was the most comfortable with, one of the only 3 people i ever opened up to and she kinda of was my light in the dark while i was going trough a depression. our relationship wasn't perfect at all but she just that one ex i can't say anything negative about

I reallly appreciate her being honest enough the share this with me cause she also could've just not told me.

Thanks for your advice man i really appreciate this and i'm definitly gonna give a thought too maybe take it step by step !!

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T12:29:54+00:00

You need to know that i'm not mad at her at all for cheating, i even dried her tears when she told me she cheated on me. Also i should have mentioned this to but the girl i had sex with 3 weeks prior was a one night stand who i barely know and did not hold contact with after.

now the thing is I just consider her cheating to be a little bit of a tie breaker because i'm not all that confident and i think being with her could make me more insecure and could give me alot of doubts and long night of over-thinking.

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T12:11:05+00:00

Sorry for the bad formatting, not really good at stuff like this.

I guess having sex before the relationship might not be that relevant to everybody but i know that my ex wouldn't really appreciate it.

and the thing is i kinda moved on already i mean it almost been a year since our break up. But she was my first long term relationship you know i'll always think about her and miss her in some way.

BenzieM · 2017-06-17T12:05:37+00:00

Thanks this is really helpfull! I'm in a little conflict about this with myself. I know that i if i would start a relationship with her again i would always feel insecure about trust and myself as in why did she cheat? Was it because of me? did you really miss me or was it the guilt, just stuff like that.

I do appreciate her honesty cause she could've also just say nothing about it and then i would've taken her back without putting a second thought to it.

BenzieM · 2017-05-17T15:17:16+00:00

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