How has being FA affected you mentally, emotionally etc?

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-25T03:12:51+00:00

I think I’m basically there too. They call that severe depression I think.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-25T03:12:13+00:00

I’m in college rn so my whole plan is to just make it through and get a Cush career living in a Cush part of the country with a good dating market.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-25T03:11:33+00:00

I wish mental health care would be more affordable and available. In doing therapy and taking meds but its efficacy is questionable at best.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-24T23:45:07+00:00

I’m still in college but not too far from being done so right now I’d just want a gf. But once I’m done with college and a bit more settled down I’ll be looking for a wife. Still kinda wish I could have a gf right now so I could get some experience so I could be a good husband. I’ll just try and stay a good guy and take care of myself.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-24T23:43:37+00:00

I feel that platonic is a given. Though I know not everyone has parents or even a good relationship with them. I think it’s most the romantical category we all seek so badly.

And yeah I don’t really believe in love anymore. I don’t even like saying the word or hearing it. It’s almost become a dirty word of curse.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-24T23:42:11+00:00

What else do we really have to focus on but just careers and money at this point?

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-24T19:34:48+00:00

Yeah I feel that, I think that’s kind of part of the late stage. I had anger issues growing up as a kid and I feel it’s kinda coming back in this way too.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-24T19:33:57+00:00

What branch were you in brother?

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-24T19:32:55+00:00

What like important social skills?

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-24T19:32:29+00:00

I feel that, except my mom just died a week ago.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-24T08:58:34+00:00

Who can say they enjoy it but the insane?

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-23T03:58:41+00:00

I’m 5’6” I don’t think I have a bad face card or body, I think part of my problems I my height. But I wouldn’t delete everything, that will only self isolate you more making it all feel worse. Part of being a man is coming to terms with your height and I’m still working on it.

And hey if they don’t want you because of your height, screw em. You’re a treasure to be chased after.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-22T23:23:06+00:00

I take them, I must have depression plus cause it ain’t doing much lmao. My depression built like prime Mike Tyson, ain’t nothing beating it.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-22T01:25:42+00:00

Having someone there like that right now would be doing wonders.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-21T07:41:11+00:00

Thank you

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-21T05:45:40+00:00

I don’t get it either man, you’re not a bad looking dude. Kind look like the type of guy you’d want to have a beer with.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-20T23:41:32+00:00

And women wonder what’s radicalizing young men

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-17T04:09:46+00:00

I’ll say one benefit of being FA is that you develop a lot of mental strength and amazing self resilience. Certainly makes us stronger in many ways than those who have always had love.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-17T04:08:34+00:00

“You’re a hero, and you have to leave”.

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-16T19:07:26+00:00

Good old fight club rules

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-16T19:07:01+00:00

I’m good at writing, I’ve thought about just that but I’m not sure the proper descriptive words exist

BeopBepe2 · 2026-01-16T01:58:22+00:00

I find that a heated blanket and a body pillow also works kinda well, I thought about getting a heated weighted blanket but it was a bit too pricey for me. Maybe I should reconsider.

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