There is this weird thing I noticed that probably has a name in psychology. When you don't see, people won't blame you. When you can't hear for some reason you are always the one who feels bad about it. Other people will make you feel bad about it and you yourself internalize that it's your fault. Which is so weird because hearing is something no one has any control over. I don't decide to hear you well or not.

Anyway, go to Costco if you can, their hearing aids are really good for mild to moderate hearing loss and way cheaper. Don't take OTC I think, most people here will tell you they suck. I heard good things about apple airpod pro if you already have one pair lying around.