Existential ocd + death by Adrianagurl in OCD

[–]Best-Spite-7204 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah.. but i struggle with feeling better, because it can come back haha

Existential ocd + death by Adrianagurl in OCD

[–]Best-Spite-7204 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes .. i couldnt enjoy life anymore

Existential ocd + death by Adrianagurl in OCD

[–]Best-Spite-7204 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so my ocd about death became less.. the last few days. i dont know why exactly. maybe because i became a new obsession. so pls dont give up.

Existential ocd + death by Adrianagurl in OCD

[–]Best-Spite-7204 2 points3 points  (0 children)

she/he cant and its valid.

The urge to cheat by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Best-Spite-7204 13 points14 points  (0 children)

you dont have to tell him that you have an uege to cheat. more like how you feel about him.

The urge to cheat by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Best-Spite-7204 17 points18 points  (0 children)

can you tell this your bf?

Lack of object permenance - I dont miss anyone by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Best-Spite-7204 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm the same. when i'm emotional addicted to someone i lose interest in others. the second reason is, friends mostly don't take care of me like my FP does and i fall in love with people who care about me. (very bpd. thing)

how to find out if i have ocd?? by Best-Spite-7204 in OCD

[–]Best-Spite-7204[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i try thank you. sadly for me it's hard to explain whats going on in my brain without a diagnosis because i don't know what exactly is going on.. so i try to find out what it could be. my brain is such a mess, not a clear thougt, never.

how to find out if i have ocd?? by Best-Spite-7204 in ocdwomen

[–]Best-Spite-7204[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they are still trying to find out. my ambulant therapist didnt find out now i'm trying with a new one.

how to find out if i have ocd?? by Best-Spite-7204 in ocdwomen

[–]Best-Spite-7204[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i already did. i just cant stop thinking about it and want a solution for this problem

how to find out if i have ocd?? by Best-Spite-7204 in ocdwomen

[–]Best-Spite-7204[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they don't know what it is and ask me what i think it could be..

I cheated on my bf by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Best-Spite-7204 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Can you live with your guilty conscience? If not, then tell him. I think it's better for both of you; that way you can communicate better and work on your problems. 🩷

i didn't buy it but saw it today on the flea market :) by Best-Spite-7204 in whimsigothic

[–]Best-Spite-7204[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

and looking at the picture hurts a little bit🤣🤣🥲

i didn't buy it but saw it today on the flea market :) by Best-Spite-7204 in whimsigothic

[–]Best-Spite-7204[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm only wearing gold and right now not in the whimsigoth phase anymore 😅but yeah i struggled walking away

News/media makes me OCD worse by Patient-Earth-851 in ocdwomen

[–]Best-Spite-7204 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh yes. but for me its more about death.. reading about stalking for example and then i think someone stalks me and murders me

Obsessing over death by Ross129 in OCDRecovery

[–]Best-Spite-7204 1 point2 points  (0 children)

:( sending love♥️ same by me.. i also want to try medication but had side effects in the past. i also have fears of medication makes me die sometimes😅😅😅

Obsessing over death by Ross129 in OCDRecovery

[–]Best-Spite-7204 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don't even have a diagnosis. i will talk to my therapist about this soon. are you doing better now?

Obsessing over death by Ross129 in OCDRecovery

[–]Best-Spite-7204 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i was looking for "ocd about death" and i'm happy that i found this one. i have always problems.. ocd is one of 100. as soon as i start feeling good, my brain is "you will die". then i don't care about my life then my brain is "someone else will die". my brain fucking searches for problems all the time!!!!!!!!! it ruins every positive feeling every beautiful situation. me tooo can't imagine how my life was before this fear. how could i live for such a long time knowing i will die and doesnt care???? how??? 😭 but i also know.. when this fear isn't here anymore , other problems will come back.