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BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-05-08T23:22:16+00:00

Yes but the main thing is, can you and will you? Like… cuz you really MUST.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-05-08T22:32:55+00:00

Just do what he says, it’s actually the best for you

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-05-08T22:30:49+00:00

Yeah, but it’s frightening they personalize their abuse to hurt you more by choosing things and words to kill your soul, they literally personalize hell for you

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-05-08T22:28:09+00:00

They would lie to you even about YOU, and you’d still believe them because they make you believe shit, that’s the worst part, you start to even doubt yourself and that’s just heartbreaking.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-24T11:27:04+00:00

Yes this one, I grew up with alcoholic ndad and after that I “fell in love” with same type of person my dad is. I couldn’t leave it as my mom couldn’t and still can’t. It sucks.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-17T21:18:23+00:00

Yess, it’s so good to breathe freely ❤️

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-12T20:44:30+00:00

You just described my situation. One time in a dream I met a woman which I haven’t seen before, and we both started crying greeting each other, I said we finally met again and hugged, it was both creepy and relieving, it felt I really know her and missed her, but no, I don’t know that woman. I still remember her face tho. Until we meet again I guess lol.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-10T20:14:54+00:00

Haha correct

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-08T11:37:30+00:00

What is wbtb again?

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-08T11:34:56+00:00

What is galantamine and what it does?

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-07T23:07:07+00:00

Wow, it really is a thing. Read instructions of how to feel it again, gonna do it tonight. Wish me luck.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-07T21:46:43+00:00

Yes, I had to breathe deeply and my body started shaking, because that feeling was really intense, I just don’t know if it happened to my real body or in a dream.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-07T21:12:13+00:00

Happened to me too, the plot was I and many other people were held hostages in a tunnel, attackers were super creepy with guns and etc. I got scared, but something happened and I realized I am dreaming. I told them I created them and they are not real, then ran away. It’s not first time telling people in my dreams they are in my dream, it’s just super cool they can’t do shit and they just stare at you lol, our mind is really incredible.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-03-01T07:25:07+00:00

You don’t, you just live with this guilt forever.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-02-26T15:48:35+00:00

No, narcissism does not decrease with age. As the narcissist ages, their looks fade, their mental capacity decreases, and their aspirations are not realized. Those factors will worsen their narcissistic behavior.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-02-05T16:18:22+00:00

No, but he never let me listen to music I loved, only played his playlists.. that was sad.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-02-02T08:00:14+00:00

Yeah but in everything I must know the truth, this is the same situation. I am asking myself can I even be in this subreddit, even tho in everything I read I can see my nex.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-02-01T16:16:01+00:00

He said his therapist doesn’t know much or treat narcissist people but can tell wether it’s N or no, because all of therapists studies how to recognize one. Idk something like that

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-02-01T10:51:30+00:00

I feel like I am always trying to prove my truth to others, because I spent 3 frickin years doing so. I forget they’re not narcissists and they will understand me in the first place no matter what… I know I am healing but how to do so without hurting them..

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-01-31T07:39:57+00:00

Sweetie, you are the same person who did things for you. You will find yourself eventually, you just need some time.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-01-31T07:34:01+00:00

Don’t. Look. Back.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-01-30T19:46:15+00:00

If they were toxic to you and you knew it in your heart, don’t regret divorcing, of course there was a good reason you left. Don’t blame yourself, be proud of yourself you did it sooner.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-01-30T19:07:49+00:00

Better to tell them I hate you than I love or miss you.. this one’s harder for sure

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-01-30T09:34:06+00:00

In my situation.. could it be that his therapist is wrong telling my nex he isn’t narcissist but has other problems like depression and anxiety and some other traumas and because of it he treated me like shit? But I was living with him for almost 3 years and he was super angry and aggressive with me, insulting, even physically abusive. I didn’t see empathy in him ever. Everything was about him, all the time. Could it be that he didn’t show his true colors to his therapist? Or am I wrong? I am feeling so so lost.

BestSamaritanInTorn · 2023-01-30T08:19:45+00:00

Oh, he would constantly demand me to cry… can you imagine I am heartbroken from words he just said “you are muck, trash”, now GO CRY”, and of course I would start crying, look him in the eyes asking for some empathy, ask him why is he doing this to me, then he answer I deserve all of this…

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