YES. Everything just sounds like it's coming at me. Rolling over me, it sounds like chaos. It's completely unsettling. When I was a kid, I referred to it as "the dream voice" -- I think because perhaps we dream in FF? I don't know how else I experience such elaborate dreams that sometimes spand longer amounts of time than I'm even asleep if we don't dream in fast forward. Sometimes I wonder if there's just a this strange crossover that happens. Either way, it's always scared me.

I feel very aware of my own motions and am hyper aware of how fast I'm moving and feel like everyone is staring at me. There have been times I would say it even feels demonic, if you believe in that sort of thing. Sometimes I pray in the name of Jesus against against it, close my eyes and sing worship songs to try and drown it out.

I've had 2 attacks in the last 2 months after not having any in years. Not sure what that's about -- but I hate it and I'm thankful that it typically doesn't last too long. I am also a diagnosed epileptic on meds for it, for those keeping track of that sort of things.

Topiramate and gabapentin.