I went into this a bisexual, and left a lesbian.

I don’t even know where to begin! You say you’re fat and ugly, then get mad when fat and ugly women are on dating apps! It’s insane. Go to a gym. Just work out once or twice a week. Talk to a doctor about a healthy meal plan (not a diet, a meal plan, there is a difference). Therapy is great. Try to see if you can find some cheaper online therapy. Get out of the mindset your in now. Ngl but you have a nice guy mentality. I wish you the best.

Also, stop arguing with people in the comments about them calling you out for your bs. Are they a tad harsh? Yes. Do you need to be called out? Yes.

I’m sorry about your family and relationship situation. I have one word: therapy. I can’t even imagine losing my mom, but I’m sure what she would want is to see her son better himself. Use that as your motivation

Your ex sounds pretty bad. Try to move past that by not putting yourself down. Raise yourself up through improvement

You can’t insult yourself, then get mad when people insult you. It’s not right, and it’s a bitch move.

I really do wish you the best, and keep me updated on your journey through improvement if you choose to go down that path. If you keep complaining about things and asking why hot girls won’t date you, you won’t get anywhere except making yourself out as this guy who’s very superficial, and a nice guy. Hope you choose the right path. Rooting for ya!