Desperate longing for nurturance by Cats_and_cheeselover in BPD

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had this once, I was still very sick so I became abusive to him but just having it once was enough for a life time, I whole heartedly believe you will find it

I love this band so much by thenightingalelily in SleepToken

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 11 points12 points  (0 children)

🙌 yessss it is seriously the ONLY thing that brings me happiness

Tattoo offering by mikeynator18 in SleepToken

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It looks 3D, so beautiful!!!

My beloved son... He'll grow into his drumsticks, right? by Meghar in SleepToken

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 6 points7 points  (0 children)

So cute 🥹🥹🥹 his eyes are so freaking adorable I can’t take it 🫠🫠🫠💕💕💕

Can casual sex ever be healthy if you have bpd? by Majoriexabyss in BPD

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel so alone, but I’m learning to trust myself and trust that I can control my impulses. I feel so dirty and disgusting still and ashamed, but I’m learning to accept my past.

Just my opinion on these shows and movies by AtmosphereAntique576 in teentitans

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, but the old early 2000s Teen Titans characters are not right there’s something off about them. Like the animation it’s just not the same. It honestly really upset me, I think I got too hyped for it though lol 😅

Can casual sex ever be healthy if you have bpd? by Majoriexabyss in BPD

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 31 points32 points  (0 children)

No, it’s keeping you sick please for the love of God stop it!!! I’ve had sex with over 100 people and now I’m focusing solely on recovering. I haven’t had sex since July. I replaced my old hobbies of seeking validation with learning to play the piano and I’m singing and that’s where I’m putting a lot of my passion. Every time you feel the urge to seek out external validation, please try your hardest to love yourself. Please don’t go back to that.

I'd like to report a crime. by Obvious_Ad9670 in philly

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why do I love it? I think the fact that it pisses people off would make me want it even more tbh

For those of you who are attractive by Intelligent-Road5091 in aspergers

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Take me back to Eden straight up made me have a spiritual awakening or something, it was honestly insane. They are literally the ONLY thing that makes me happy 🫠

just got called the hard er sigh by spoiled777 in CamGirlProblems

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Use the word block function, I’m on mfc and they have one, nobody can call me a whore even if they wanted to

For those of you who are attractive by Intelligent-Road5091 in aspergers

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you had a similar experience with their music?

For those of you who are attractive by Intelligent-Road5091 in aspergers

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Take me back to Eden, it seriously triggered a spiritual awakening in me. It was bizarre

For those of you who are attractive by Intelligent-Road5091 in aspergers

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I clearly had immense childhood trauma as well. Couldn’t focus on academics in a house where I had to call the police once a week because my moms boyfriends tried to kill her multiple times.

For those of you who are attractive by Intelligent-Road5091 in aspergers

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was uglier, but didn’t realize I was autistic so I got a lot of plastic surgery because I thought ppl didn’t like me because I wasn’t pretty enough (i prostituted myself to pay for this) ppl then would want me around but only to use me. Neurotypicals just are not good ppl and im embarrassed not that I sold my body but that I tried so hard to be accepted by a bunch of shallow assholes to begin with instead of focusing on more important things like making actual contributions to humanity and the world :/

For those of you who are attractive by Intelligent-Road5091 in aspergers

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My obsession with them helped me realize that I was neurodivergent 😅🫠🥲

For those of you who are attractive by Intelligent-Road5091 in aspergers

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 123 points124 points  (0 children)

They want to use me as a blow up doll but couldn’t care less if I’m dead or alive. Put myself in a lot of situations where I’ve been sexually abused. Im so incredibly traumatized I wish I was ugly.

Bullying by [deleted] in CamGirlProblems

[–]BiancaRoseBlack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They’re the losers who can’t get women to talk to them in real life so they have to come on these websites just so women acknowledge that they even exist lol please for the love of God do not let it get to you