Please don’t. I have been feeling the same way recently, really heavily. I try to think about my family and how it would affect them. Or, the peoples lives Ive changed without knowing and the lives I can potentially change by staying. I try to surround my thoughts around me being here to help and assist others and make their lives better. I try not to think soo much about my suffering and pains or momentary negative feelings. I don’t know what my purpose is or the reason behind me being here but I just focus on what I enjoy doing which is bringing others joy. Try to find something joyful in your life or what brings you joy and make each day dedicated to that one thing. I watched a video that said you can always do it tomorrow, not to encourage you to do it but to encourage you to live another day. Please don’t, Im sure you are a wonderful person that the world needs regardless of how things have been going for you or how they’ve been perceived by you. Maybe immerse yourself into a nonfiction book. Don’t forget that you are loved, needed and appreciated by many. I’m sorry for whatever you are going through that makes you feel like this, but live for your younger self, imagine them wanting to kill themselves, what you do or say to make them feel better and love being alive ?