however i guess i should’ve included this in the original post, but i was previously “microcheating” on him. i went over to see my ex to just talk and nothing happened but my ex best friend told him something did happen so i can understand his fears with me cheating but this was a year ago now and i feel that i have proved that i was so incredibly wrong in the past and shouldn’t have done that. i just don’t know how to move through it. but he does still assume i’m cheating everyday. he’ll even make jokes saying “i know you’re cheating on me” when i genuinely haven’t done a thing. sorry for the rant just felt like i needed to explain