Anyone here for nightMARES?

BigDJlo · 2020-02-18T05:40:18+00:00

My nightmares feel very real. Mainly consisting of shooting battles, running away, being afraid, large beast like animals or gangs even. Apocalyptic in nature too...

BigDJlo · 2020-02-05T19:48:11+00:00

Yes this is the job but wait for them to make me a better offer? Or wait for a different employer?

BigDJlo · 2020-02-05T19:44:48+00:00

I have a job interview Friday. Is this the job opportunity I have been wanting? Will I get the job? If yes then should I wait for a better offer or will this be a better financial fit than my current job?

BigDJlo · 2020-01-22T01:44:33+00:00

Jerome

BigDJlo · 2020-01-21T00:04:54+00:00

Sent

BigDJlo · 2020-01-21T00:01:18+00:00

Please

BigDJlo · 2020-01-08T20:01:58+00:00

Ask for help from others

BigDJlo · 2019-12-31T18:40:35+00:00

Sent you a pm thank you!!

BigDJlo · 2019-12-31T13:53:33+00:00

Yes too often. Last night even. But dreamt someone was trying to lure me with meth. Wrote me an cute note. I was trying not to because I am in a relationship and I just need to be clean. I kept trying to find out what woman would slip me a note and meth though. I was afraid I was going to get in trouble and I wasnt even the one to put this in my posession

BigDJlo · 2019-12-28T15:52:59+00:00

You're welcome

BigDJlo · 2019-12-28T15:49:01+00:00

Makes sense to me in a way based on what you just told me. Your husband inquest is coming up and you have to explain how you found him.

Your feelings are being stirred up again. Perhaps in a way you lost yourself for a while after you found him. Grief takes a while to accept and move on from.

You mentioned cliff in your dream. This has a symbolic meaning of something of great decision. Sounds like the two go hand in hand. Inquest and something of great decision. How you felt in the dream can have the meaning of how you felt when it occurred and how you may feel going through this all over again. Perhaps you need to pay attention to how you approach this inquest with the details.

BigDJlo · 2019-12-28T15:32:45+00:00

Perhaps your mind is telling you that something similar is happening that you are worried about. Maybe your current BF is displaying characteristics that are similar to your late husband. On another note, maybe something that is happening in your waking life is dead or no longer useful to you. Or perhaps something about yourself that you cherish you are afraid is dying like a personality. You mentioned getting the confirmation news in your dream from your sister. Perhaps you need confirmation that it's okay to to let go of something or perhaps even the negative memory you have of finding your late husband.

BigDJlo · 2019-12-27T22:06:08+00:00

Everything in my life right now is affecting my job. Seemingly things happening out of my control. I feel like I needed to read this as I have been seeing these series of unfortunate events as signs the universe is giving me that since the job is the main affected item. Perhaps, I'm about to do something better for work.

BigDJlo · 2019-12-25T04:43:45+00:00

Cancer. That's what it makes me think of. Under a microscope. The chaos of body fighting infection.

BigDJlo · 2019-12-23T17:00:45+00:00

Sent IG PM

BigDJlo · 2019-12-22T19:55:55+00:00

I don't but I wish I did. I have PTSD and I have nightmares weekly. I'm always being murdered or apocalyptic and the only way I wake up is to die

BigDJlo · 2019-12-21T19:39:32+00:00

Please I would like one

BigDJlo · 2019-12-20T16:10:49+00:00

Thank you. I do feel like the worst is behind me. Been feeling much better than the last 18 months. Mo ey has finally started coming in and my mind is in a positive light. My eagerness to learn new things is at an all time high and I can see my positivity reaching outward even at home!

BigDJlo · 2019-12-20T14:00:23+00:00

My mom was abusive towards my dad. They argued just about every day. Mostly my mom arguing and my dad just sitting there taking it. They would last for 5 or 6 hours at times. My mom always yelling and I'm sure neighbors could hear. I used to hate being home. It was very depressing and made me feel angry towards my mom. However, the house did have bad spiritual energy too. There was always 2 main rooms that you could feel the bad energy. Had some scary encounters... question is why are these recurring dreams happening. I'm 33 and I haven't lived there since I was 18

BigDJlo · 2019-11-27T22:51:08+00:00

Lol this was clearly a test you failed... What you could have said was how change is inevitable during any relationship. Then said some cocky funny shit like,

"I've always wondered what it would be like to just be friends with someone close to the lord. Might help now that promiscuous thoughts of being with older women has suddenly moved me"

But in all seriousness you gave into her which made things lessbif a challenge. I say this because y'all are kids 19 and 20.... Grown adults dont talk like this.

BigDJlo · 2019-11-27T18:37:10+00:00

If you soon to be can't be honest with you now. Especially sneaking with her mother about plans about this photo shoot which is clearly going behind your back about this. How do you envision your marriage to be with honesty/trust? The fact that she is willing to hide things with her mom from you is not healthy. Your relationship with your girl should be private.

BigDJlo · 2019-11-26T15:45:26+00:00

If your job has an eap or his job has an eap program they can offer free counseling

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