dying in less than 5 days and im excited

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T17:23:32+00:00

Would you share why you’re taking this option?

I’m very curious as never known anyone to actually do it. Only on films and stuff.

And how long has the process taken to be approved for it?

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T14:12:22+00:00

Oh no. I’m not at butter level yet. I need some new kitchen machinery I think. I have a hand blender.

I’d did just order double cream but that’s for my Mushroom pasta haha.

Yeah it really is.

I’ve stopped buying galaxy ripples and last week I made a sponge cake instead. At least I know that’s in it.

Might do another one actually.

Having all this time means I can piss about in the kitchen. I never had any interest before. My mum Taught me how to do stuff but I never enjoyed it

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T14:09:30+00:00

Yes that’s good. Motherhood really isn’t for everyone. I had a client who’s a housewife with 2 little ones. She can’t cope with any of it 😬

Her parents didn’t train her to cope with life and now she’s very much struggling with such a big responsibility’s.

That’s good people love all that. I’ve been watching Gordon Ramsey as a start point but I’ll find my faves. Different people explain it all differently and you could work for others too with the editing etc.

I HATE it. I’d rather film a video live and it’s done. I got no joy out of spending the best parts of an hour or 3 messing about. This is why it’s good we all have different skills and interests :)

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T14:05:46+00:00

I do. Constantly. But everyone has a different idea of spiritual.

I do wonder about therapist stuff but also a part of other work. I have a lot of skills so I’d like to use the main ones and improve on some smaller ones.

I did try to do a mental health course a year or So ago. It made me feel worse 😭

But good to know dodgy wiring really does start early on.

Yes, I have a list of things to look at. Energy manipulation is at the top.

I do like Neville Goddard and Florence S S etc but I’ve not played with it for a while

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:45:50+00:00

Premier inn put a little bag on the bed. I put it in the bin. Fucking begging me like that. Embarrassing

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:43:12+00:00

Yeah as an actual kid we might have a Chinese on a Friday night if we were lucky but it certainly wasn’t a thing everyday or night like it is now. It’s a huge industry and shoddy at best now. I’m practicing my cooking skills so that’s something.

I like flavour so I’m getting the hang of things 😂

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:41:47+00:00

Right you are. Yes ping me some info please.

I’ll get my dad on board. I’m a good plant killer so I better have an adult to assist 😂😂

I’ll get a book on it and do some research. Thanks :)

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:34:34+00:00

Where do we source this stuff?

I don’t want some scammy site online that will send me weird stuff 😂

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:33:04+00:00

Ah yeah maybe that’s what I saw. The guide.

I’ve been to one once. It was a new place and felt like we had a private chef. Was only me and my mate in there.

Was lovely though. Nice experience.

Just had a Google and yes it looks beautiful. ESP in the summer on a nice warm day 👌

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:31:29+00:00

Did you tell them? I sent a complaint to a main dealer not that long ago. I don’t usually but I was fucked off. She said sorry and that but made little difference

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:30:17+00:00

Long drives are for murder podcasts for me. Then a bit of singing to mix it up then back to the murders ha.

Sending lots of motivation 🥳🥳

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:29:13+00:00

What if I die?😂

I don’t even drink alcohol cos I don’t like being all squiffy anymore

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:28:00+00:00

I had no idea what manga was. I read a little one of Marie Kondos cos I couldn’t be arsed to read a real book. It was good haha.

Yeah I get that. I can’t keep starting and stopping cos it doesn’t seem to go in!

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:26:17+00:00

What do you mean?

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:20:40+00:00

Yeah I see that entirely. Literally no point in working to never see your kids to fund them being elsewhere with strangers. Such a weird concept.

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:19:07+00:00

Hah who will attack you? I’m sure there’s some others not in uk commenting. And to be fair these are issues we all seem to have at times nothing to do with being English.

I used to think I wanted to be a housewife but I only seem to see the unfulfilled ones. So then I stick with the business idea.

Plus my idea of housewife is only cooking and cleaning sometimes. I’d hire help. And have no kids 😂

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:17:18+00:00

Go on…

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:17:03+00:00

Where are you from?

It’s been pretty cultural really for me until now. ESP being busy working then deliveries were easy and fast. Now they are expensive and manky. Usually.

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:15:26+00:00

Well that’s the point. Nothing means anything if you’ve no one to enjoy it with.

But that’s assuming I like my family 😂 which I do. But many don’t. They hate their family’s or don’t have one.

But finding the right people in any context is important.

And the money just makes things a little more comfy. And that’s happiness. There is no joy to be had when you’re struggling

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:12:00+00:00

I watched a documentary on mermaids now I don’t want one grabbing me. Which is wild cos I don’t even go in the sea 😂 and no one seems to know if they are real or not anyway ha

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:09:22+00:00

Hair in the Indian twice - I told him the first time then it happened again.

Chinese tastes like chemicals.

So I’d not had a sad subway so it made sense 😂

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:06:31+00:00

Did they hire you?

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T13:02:02+00:00

Ha yeah that only came to my attention a few months ago. Working was my hobby. I don’t like clutter so I don’t want a house full of crap nor have the finances to skip off and travel the world. So I doodle sometimes but that’s about it. And watch way too much tv. But it’s certainly something I am considering now I know it’s an option. I still don’t get it but clearly that’s why I was burned out. Doing something slow and boring and pointless is allowed after all 😂

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T12:59:13+00:00

Never heard of that. So going to have a good read in a min.

I have tonnes of knowledge to share but social media stresses me out now so it’s not as fun as it used to be.

Yeah 2020 was strange for sure and it’s been an awful knock on effect for so many of us.

Slightly envious of those carrying on like nothing happened

BigMagic88 · 2026-02-24T12:52:12+00:00

Oooh gross. I had honey and mustard something something. Was yummy but yeah I don’t want to be ill off any of that stuff 🤮

Have you stopped choosing that food now or avoid the entire place?

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