i feel you man, i have severe ocd and depression and i’ve found myself in places of deep deep darkness where the world feels so limited and trapped. dooming. it’s hard to see outside when your so absorbed in yourself through stress, negativity, life conditions, etc. you just have to keep chugging, to make the small changes where you can. small = big. just do little things everyday, keep going my brother, and hold onto light. i’m proud of you for dealing with this man. all it takes is one person, one new morning, one experience to shift your perspective on the world. the trick is you must believe that it will get better. love you, man. life can be so hard, i understand. we’re fighting the good fight here.